If I'm a world away?

Listened to the emo songs and suddenly, i miss Huay and Mun. I miss having heart to heart talks with them, lunching, shopping, studying, phonecalls with them and all. I wanted to phonecall them but i knew they would probably working at that time. I don't wanna leave them. But i don't know when is the next time i can see them again & i don't know how times left. So i don't wanna sleep, cause i'm afraid that i'll never wake up. I don't wanna leave so soon. Well, i know that might not happen to me, but who knows. I mean that's possible right. Anyways, i wanna give them big fat tight huugggsss (:
I wanna hug Darling too, he is the only one that i need in my life. He melts my haert everytime. Love him more & more each day.
From Darling :) 21:56 11/05/2007
...Yea. I love u lots too! I can sense that u really really love me alot! :). Ur efforts and everything. Muckz. Darling, u are the best! Hee.
(: So tell me now my fantabulous boyfriend, how can i live without you? :D

&sorry guys if i didn't reply your messages today. Cause i wasn't in a mood to reply all the smses and now still. But if you wanna call me i'll pick up the phone. I'm just too lazy to type out the words i think. Don't worry for me. I'll take care of myself. & I still can feel my heartbeat so yah, i'll be back to a healthy girl soon after. Oh it's really great that i can feel the heartbeat for every second (:
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Feel hard to breathe again ): Tearing already. Roarrr!
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Yeat your heart out
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