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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

You see I've always been a fighter. But without you I give up

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I love you. But this time, no hearts. No pretty drawings. No poems or cryptic messages. But only these three words - I love you. & i always do. I don't know how to show it to you. But i really hope that you would know i really really do love you this much. & you're the only one... Just so irreplaceable in my heart. You know you just mean the world to me. I'm actually so afraid of losing you... Have been thinking of what you have said. I'd be really scared if you really stop messaging and calling me... Really so sorry... I don't know what to do if one day you choose to walk away from me cause i do know the fact that i'm so not good... But please, trust me okay. Cause all i want is just your love. &i'll change...change to be better... Sorry for the msn thingy... I really need your trust. Cause darling, I love you.

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Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good any more
But baby, that's just me
Yeah I will love you, baby - always
And I'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you

Now your pictures there that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
When you say your prayers
Try to understand I've made mistakes
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams and our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby - always
And I'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - always

Dear blogger. Thanks for being such a wonderful blog host.

But i've decided to move to Xanga for a while. I'll be back to

s-taccato.blogspot.com cause i know its the best place to share my story.

Well. Much love (:

love is suicideY

Yeat your heart out
11:35 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

whatsoever.
this is so not the kind of thing i want.
):<

Yeat your heart out
2:59 PM

{EDITED 1956 }
GOOD LOVE IS HARD TO FIND THESE DAYS

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending
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Updated my playlist. I'm so so in love with the songs 'You Know I'm No Good', 'Lollipop' and 'Circle Circle Dot Dot'. But Gabby & Jasmine think that they're dirty-horny songs. And Gabby was like 'horny girl loves horny songs. LOL...' Well, its like... WHF lah. They're super nice songs okay! Anyways, changed the blogskin, looks cool i think. Alrights, TV time. (Oh i totally love this cold weather. Feels so fucking shiok :D )

I love my boy. :)
&i miss him way too terribly :{

{/EDITED 2007}
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Random pictures

Click the pictures for larger view (:

Dear mosquito, my secret admirer(:

I know you love me way so much. Thanks for making me look fucking banana funny today. I know double eyelid is wayyy so sexy. But next time please bite both okay. So that they would look equally sexy mah. Oh my blood is sweet hor? Soooo nice to drink. Hahas. Alrights. Take care yo!

Much ~~love~~ (:

Yeat your heart out
5:47 AM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Happy Birthday to JUNE, my SEXY lady :D

Everybody's telling me to be strong. I know you all care for me. Thanks (: Serene's right, 'There is an end to every stormmm!'... and this time i will listen to those around me.

Yeat your heart out
2:49 PM

I know you have blocked me on MSN.
Too bad, cause i have this "whoisblockingme" software on my computer.
I don't know why you do that.
Anyways. BYE.

Yeat your heart out
12:59 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

PREDICATABLE

Death is not the end of life,
in fact, it's life anew,
if you're in Christ the Savior,
and the Spirit lives in you.

It's the start of better things,
no tears, no hurt, no strife,
no illness, pain or cares
that weight us down in life.

Gazing on the sovereign God,
joy and peace forevermore;
stepping from constraints of time
through Heaven's Open Door.

We need not fear mortal death,
it beats this life, for sure!
Perfection is what God has planned
for those who can endure.

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But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back. (:

I want a super huge lollipop now.

Yeat your heart out
11:10 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

I remember Charmaine once said this in her blog, or something like this.

"What if one day something un-nice happens to your close ones, how would you feel?
Appreciate those around you..."

People, treasure those around you. You have no time to regret when they really leave you. Believe me...

I can't read my mind now. It came in such a sudden. If i was there i think i would probably say something to him. But i did't even get a chance to do so... &I don't even get the chance to attend the funeral today. I do feel sad. But still, no tears... I don't feel like to open my mouth to talk now, so if anybody needs to contact me please message instead of calling.
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I'm thinking of going Serene's house tonight, i now just bloody hate to stay here...
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June's birthday party tomorrow... yah... I think i better go sleep now.
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Well, happy 17th birthday, Georgina!

Yeat your heart out
9:23 PM

NOBODY'S HOME

!HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MUN MUN! I LOVE YOUUU! :D

Click the pictures for larger view (:

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Had fun today &i saw Charmine and Nick. Yep (: Well, good day to all of you (:

P.S/ Darling, you are the best! Yes, YOU ARE! I love you. So so soooo very muchie :D

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I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Yeat your heart out
2:26 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

UM.LIKE.WHATEVER

_l_

Pissed me off - BIG TIME!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Yeat your heart out
1:37 PM

Candyman

Yesterday was great because of Darling! His right leg was injured but he still accompanied me to watch Fantastic Four and went to the airport after that. &because of me he signed up for Chatango. My princeoxygen! Haha. Darling, you know i truly appreciate everything. Really. Thanks so much baby! I just feel so lucky that I’m with the best guy on earth. (: Darling’s having competition later. I know he surely will win! Yes, he will!! :D Y
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Randomly wrote a song, share with you people next time. Well, around afternoon time i'll be meeting Christina and others for the photo shoots discussion. Hmmm, after so long... Aiyah, nevernind, just hope everything will be fine.

Good day people!

Much love (:

Can you be honest to your heart?

Yeat your heart out
1:19 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

YOU DON'T LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID YESTERDAY

I know it has come to the end
I know I can't do anything to make you mine again
Your heart is no long belongs to me
You just keep quiet
I know that means you want me to leave you
So I will, I will leave you
Though it's really hard, it's really hurt
But still, I will leave you, cause I love you
I know I will never find another lover like you
Because of you I can't see others
I wonder will you ever feel the pain that I felt...
But I will get on with life, yes I will
Thanks for those sweet memories, they're unforgettable
Thanks for the love that you've given me yesterday
Now you can pursue your happiness
&I wish you luck
... ...
but still, I can't lie to my heart
I love you

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BFF = BEST FRIEND FOREVER!

Chong! You know I love you! Thanks for today (:

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Randomly written. Well, Chong thinks that the history will be repeated. I don't know. Cause that's my biggest fear. Really. Till... I don't dare to even think about it. I don't know what if the history is really repeated. If that really happens then i'm probably the most unlucky person in this whole fucking universe. I just don't want to believe that this kind of shitty thing would happen to me for ~~twice~~. How sad it will be. I will cry, definitely i will. But then i will laugh at myself, yes i will, laugh at my misfortune... But the history seems repeating now, i don't know if the ending will be the same... I hope not, really! Pray hard! I don't know why God loves to play this game with me. He knows i won't win. He doesn't love me i think that's why he wants me to undergo this torment for yet another time. This is destiny. Some people are just meant to be alone.

Yeat your heart out
11:26 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

TODAY DOES SOUND SWEET

Got home around 9pm. Went to see darling training today. Self-traing. Yep(: Then saw Ryan there.

Darling looked so damn cute with the hair clips. Really. Super super cute. And you know what, he is just so sexyyyyyy. Woah, can't believe i've gotten a super hot&sexy boyfriend. Hahahas. So amazing! Darling's having competition tomorrow, but i won't be seeing him. ): Anyways, all the best, sweetheart. Just try your best will do. You're always the bestest to me :D I LOVE YOU!

Hmmm, i think Darling's voice is damn power. Don't know why... It's Obsession. Obsession. Obsession. :D
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Well, to be honest. Recently i do feel emo sometimes. But i don't really know why i felt that way. Seriously. I don't know the reason behind. Yep, maybe just mood swing i think. So prayer starts tomorrow. I need the power from God to be stronger. Oh i got myself two pink roses from white sand. They're just so beautiful, yes, so so beautiful. Made me smile :D
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Okays, tv time!
XOXO

Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go round and round
Your're on my mind
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sending all my love
Along the wire

They say that the road
Ain't no place to start a family
Right down the line
It's been you and me
Oh, boy, you stand by me
I'm forever yours - faithfully

Yeat your heart out
2:07 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

From Colleen H's blog,

All That I've Got

...
i finally realised what love meant.
love is not about holding hands under the sky and saying i love you no it isnt. it isnt about just simply saying the words and doing the actions and spending the times. it isnt about telling others hey dont treat her badly i'll whack you, not as simple as that....
what i saw was deep and it was real. to love, is a difficult thing. tell me, can you tell yourself that you love someone and believe yourself? No because its a feeling and it's a truth
...

l.o.v.e

been thinking,
whatcha willing to do for Love ?

? lose all face arnd your boys just to make her smile :)
? do crazy things to get her attention !
? hide your flaws, or change them. FAST.
? build up a hotbod :)
? stay up all night to do her smth pretty.
? pull out all your buds for ideas !
? hang arnd for a glimpse of her
? take an hour to dressup when goin' somewhr w her arnd!
? and dressup like HER style :)
? get her a prepaid card so you can talk to her tho her parents are killing her w that bill.
? volunteer go go hve fun w her when she's bored.
? always pangseh your boys for her :)
? quit gaming!
? no soccer before dates cos you don't want her to hug you tho you smell :)
? yes, even if no soccer = playing chess w nerds x:
? take the initiative to ask her out.
? always sms her first!
? when her messages get shorter(prolly she's busy), tell her you'll msg her later :)
? only cut your hair the way she likes it!
? play your sport well when she's around
? what state she's in affects you. TOTALLY.
? walk her home even when she says she don't need you to do it :D
? ETC ETC ETC, thrs so many more i don't want to think about.

so if someone was willing before, but no longer right now ..
does that mean he don't love you no more ?
the truth is what it is,
i will learn to accept it.

Well, i also don't really know why i took these two entries from her blog... Yep. (:

Yeat your heart out
3:23 PM

AND ALL I KNOW IS YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU SCREAM

She's all alone
Making her way to a cold, empty home
Nobody waiting and no one to hold
She's holding her own

Opens her eyes
Looks around her
There's faith in disguise
There's no more secrets to shadow with lies
She swallows her pride
Somebody care, hard to be seen when there's nobody there
It's getting closer, no need to pretend
Just let it in and believe

Maybe today or maybe tomorrow
Guess the hands of fate
Been making you wait too long
I know the way to forget all your sorrow
Be the first in line to admit that you were wrong
Sometimes

I've made up my mind
Everything's fine
We're gonna make it through the night
I've made up my mind
Everything's fine
We're gonna make it through the night

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Met darling and his friends today, yah, all friendly people (: Will be seeing darling tomorrow! Y :D

Got home around 6.30pm. But couldn't find any food in the house except for one small mango and the HL milk. So yah, they were my dinner cause i was super lazy to go buy food. Well, i was actually forgot that mum they all are in KL now. ):

Eh, sad to say, i think blogger, friendster and MSN have lost their magic to me, especially MSN, i totally don't feel like going online. Totally. It's weird, &i know it. Cause this time it is me want to get away from it. So you won't be seeing me go online don't know until when. Though having good internet connection, but i'm getting bored of facing the computer, so somehow i think live in the real world is better. And please be understanding if i'm not updating here that much cause i've actually gotten a new blog. Erm, a secret blog? Maybe, cause so far only myself knows the url. You know, sometimes, there's something you really don't wanna share with many people. So... yep :)

Hmmm, what can i do later? Well, i've just found a pair of white converse shoes, so gonna do some painting on it. &you know what, i can sing karaoke at home! Isn't that cool. Hahahas. &i'm actually feel like writing a song. Oh i can play the keyboard and the guitar. Woah, like can do so many things alone at home, and nobody's gonna control me. :D But sadly, some of the lights in house are spoiled i think except for the ones in the living roon and kitchen, cause i couldn't switch the rest on. Oh my goddd, you know, actually... i feel quite scared in the dark =X So to those invisible people please don't come and visit me at night okay. I know you all are super nice people. So don't come okay! Thanks so so very much yo(: Will be sleeping around 1 or 2 i think, cause got nice shows. Hahahas. I'm actually not sure lah. But will definitely sing sing sing till i sleep. LOLS.
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Sharon smsed me just now. Lols :D

Sharon: harloos, what are u doing? Miss U=)
Me: Hellos yo! Hahahas. I'm now talking to my best friend :)
Sharon: Oic. Who is that?
Me: Lols. my best friend is myself. So yep, i'm talking to her in the mirror now. :)
Sharon: Siaooooo. -_- dot dot dot...
Me: Really lah! My best friend is myself so i'm talking to myself. What's wrong with it? Hahas.
Sharon: dot dot dot la u! U are not my favourite bitch anymore.
.... ...

DOTS DOTSSSS DOTSSS
LOLS.

Well, i'm talking to Kelvin now, my best friend NO.2 :D
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Okays, painting time(:
XOXO

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You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which i am ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

And you're still here

P.S/ catch me on CHATANGO (:

Yeat your heart out
11:01 AM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Do you believe in destiny?
Oh it's love made everybody a emo day. Troubling with everybody. Make us wonder. So everybody's sad. But seriously, do you believe in destiny? I don't know. Chong's sms made me keep thinking of this question. Emo songs are playing in this empty house with switched off lights. Heard different people's stories tonight. Now i'm wondering... how come it's so hard? ):

Well, maybe all we need to do is to be brave.

So God, please tell me what is love?

Yeat your heart out
2:05 PM

I WANT TO GET AWAY, TO OUR SWEET ESCAPE

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

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I met Darling today :D &you know i just love him so so very much! :D
Y

Yeat your heart out
12:28 PM

Thursday, June 7, 2007

it's our first month Y

:D

{1701}

sexy love yo!

WOOO, I LOVE DARLING HELL LOADS!

I can't help it. It's obsession (:

Yeat your heart out
3:00 PM

Aunt has finally passed the flu to me. Yea. Finally! )': So people, try to stay away from me okay. I don't wanna pass it on to you. ): OMG, loneliness )':

Yeat your heart out
2:55 PM

TAKE YOUR SWEET TIME

You never you think you measure up
Never smart or cool, or pretty enough
Always feeling different from all the rest, oh
You feel so out of place, you think you don't fit in
I think you're perfect in the skin you're in
You're just perfect just how you are, just how you are

You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional

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Didn't do well for WDS today, so gonna work hard for CARC tomorrow. Got home around 12. Then MSNed with Leon and Lynn. Gonna have lunch soon. Then most probably will study CARC after that. Oh i saw Ben Quek on bus 15 this morning! Today is his last paper. &His holiday starts tomorrow. Roar! Eng school so good ): Haven't been seen him since school started. But he still looks the same. Hahas. Yep. That's all. I'm tired so bye (:

!Darling. You know i miss you so!

Yes. IMISSYOU! IMISSYOU! &IMISSYOU SO MUCH! ):

Yeat your heart out
3:35 AM

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Yeat your heart out
1:51 PM

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

I wanted to tell you all these through the phone just now.
I just don't know how to begin.
But I also don't know why I'm typing out these here...

I don't know if she loves you more than I do.
Well, maybe she really does.
I don't know. Really. I don't know.
But for me, I really do love you this much.
I do, you know I really really do.
&I'm very sure about this.
So yah. I don't know what else I can say now.
Feel like so speechless.
I love you.
These three words come from the bottom of my heart.
If you can't get off of her.
It's okay. I'm gonna wait.
Really. I'm gonna wait for you.
Cause I do believe that nobody loves you more than I do.
I want you.
& I need you in my life!
There's nothing more to say.
I wish I could comfort you just now.
But I just don't know how.
I'm sorry.
&I don't know if i disappointed you...
Sorry...

Well, I don't know if you would read this
I don't know if you would believe what I say
But for what I know, my heart is with you

I love you!

Give me your hand, hold on tight
And we'll get there... This I swear

Yeat your heart out
11:35 AM

CAN YOU BE MY LISTENER?

My nightmare begins when I realise that I love you
But you love her
And I just can't win
It kills me inside to know the truth
I'm dying
I know I couldn't really blame you
If you turned and walked away
But with everything I feel inside.
I'M ASKING YOU TO STAY

Not the first time but might be the last time. It broke into pieces. There's always another wound to discover. Just can't get those memories out of the head. Still holding on when in reality it's over. Cause it's really hard to forget certain thing. Yes, it's hard. It ends when it just started. How could it be so short? What suppose to do? What suppose know? Now it has gone. Forever, seems so unreachable. Dying, yet for another moment. Confused mind. Just need a reason for it...
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Today wasn't that good actually. But i wasn't emo lah! Well, got new wallet from Guess. Yeah! GSS rocks yo! :D Supposed to study Cmaths with Sanjeev after school but yeh. Didn't. Sorry Sanjeev ):
Cmaths Test tomorrow. Good luck people :D LOVES!

i love you! Yes, it's you! I love you very much :)
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The search is over, I'm not the one your heart is missing.
But who am I to you, can you just tell me that?

Yeat your heart out
9:35 AM

Monday, June 4, 2007

Yea. I'm done with the new playlist. So let's sing people! Hahas. Super nice girl gives you super nice songs. Gotta sleep. Nights :D

From now onwards i will switch off my phone when i sleep. So yah. BYE :D

Yeat your heart out
3:35 PM

ARE WE SO FAR AWAY?

I will never find another lover sweeter than you
I will never find another lover more precious than you
You are the only one my everything
All my life I pray for someone like you
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too
Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I REALLY LOVE YOU!
You're all that I've ever known, your smile on your face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around, You picked me up when I was down
& I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too
All my life I pray for someone like you
:)

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PRSP test tomorrow. So good luck people!

Nothing much happened. Received Friendster message from Leon.

From : LeOn
Date:Friday, 1 June, 2007 10:11 PM
Subject: wAi lIaO
Message: u friendster is liKe uR sencond LiFE mAn haha..

From : LeOn
Date: Friday, 1 June, 2007 10:14 PM
Subject: can send me the song haha...
Message: -.-

Lols.
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Msned with Darling <3, XianLi :D, Serene :D, Matthew :D &Benjamin:D Oh, Ben hates PRSP too! Hahahas. But he said 'later part programming nice@@ XD'..

Yah, gonna study soon. Oh people if you want the song then drop me an email or message on chatango :)

Bye :)

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I love Darling and I know Darling loves me too! It's the power of L.O.V.E yo:D

Yeat your heart out
7:47 AM

Sunday, June 3, 2007

IT'S DANGEROUS IN LOVEING SOMEONE TOO MUCH

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

SUPER FAKE EYELASHES YO!

Met Darling at Tampines library in the afternoon. I was late for like about 10 minutes.

Darling: I'm asking you out for study not for a date. Don't need to put so much make ups lah. Me : No lah. Not much lah. Just like normal.
Darling: Normal? How long did you spend on make ups today? 2 hours?
Me : Nooooooo. Half an hour only.
Darling : Half an hour only meh? How come your eyelashes so long? Fake one right?
Me : Noooooooo! Real one lah!

Well. I was actually wearing fake eyelashes today and I was just bluffing him that those were my real eyelashes. Then he looked at my eyes for about 30 seconds and he were just so cute that he actually believed what i said "Oh ok. You're so free to comb your eyelash till like this. Anyway, you look pretty today. So worth it lah. Yah really, you really look pretty today" Hahas. Darling just so sweet, ever sweet! :)

There were a lot people in Tampinese library, so we've decided to go Bedok. But when we were on train to Bedok Darling has found out that i was actually wearing fake eyelashes. Then he was like "Ohhhhhh i know already! Fake eyelashes! So obvious! Oh you bluffed me again lor!"… Hmmm, i wasn’t purposely to do so. But yah, i still did. Lols. Then he was like telling me how fake and scary of the eyelashes looked on me. So yah people, this is the first time you see me in fake eyelashes but it might also be the last time as well. I don’t know, just don’t feel like wearing it again. Hahas.

Darling had his lunch at BK. He ordered hot pie for me. Sweet :) He shared his burger with me but i was totally forgot to share my pie with him. He was like “ Ohhh never share with me. So good hor”… Lol. But the pie is really nice. Hahas

We went to the library after lunch. Stayed in quiet reading room till about 5pm. Then used Darling’s IC to borrow the Ballet book for WDS. Darling sent me home after that. Then he went back to Bedok again for his family dinner at his grandparents’ house. Oh when we on the bus 17 i saw Sun’s primary school! Yumin Primary School! Hahahas.

(Oh by the way i supposed to have the library card today, but all thanks to my aunt. So yah. Hahas)
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I swear to God that i’ve gotten the sweetest boyfriend on earth! It's soooo great to be with him :D

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Hmmm, yah. Now my meals are all made up of organic food. Cause my mum and aunt want me to lose weight. They seriously think that i’m wayyyyyyyy too fat. Well, i know the fact as well, so yah. I’m willing to lose weight and i’m willing to eat all those organic food. I hope i’m really willing to do so lah. Hahahahas. Anyways, i’m forced to say bye to all yummy meats for like at least one month ): OMG. So damn sad lah. You know I just love them way too much. Wahahahahahahahas. Hmmm, why not just sponsor me to go Marry Chia? Will be more effective right. Hahahahahahas
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Oh yesterday was too tired to update. I went to change for S.H.E's album cover. But i wasn't queuing at all =X &I chose Selina's cover. :D

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Serene C called around 8, my favourite bitch yo! But i made her cry. I also don’t really know why actually, cause she started crying over the phone when i was singing the song ‘Would You Be There’. Then she told me “you sing till so nice, so touched… I like the song” Hahahas. Yea people. I told you I CAN SING! Hahahahahas. And thanks for those readers who emailed me or messaged me on chatango. I know the song on s-taccato is always the nicest! Hahahas. Thanks yo! :)

Oh i think my nails look sucks. I can’t stand them any longer. So i’m gonna redo my nails. & So BYE BYE YO! :D

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I know it's really dangerous in loving somebody too much. But i just can't help it. He just makes me love him more and more each day. So how?

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

P.S/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN :)

Yeat your heart out
2:38 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

You see I've always been a fighter. But without you I give up

Dear blogger. Thanks for being such a wonderful blog host.

But i've decided to move to Xanga for a while. I'll be back to

s-taccato.blogspot.com cause i know its the best place to share my story.

Well. Much love (:

love is suicideY

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:35 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

whatsoever.
this is so not the kind of thing i want.
):<

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:59 PM

{EDITED 1956 }
GOOD LOVE IS HARD TO FIND THESE DAYS

{/EDITED 2007}
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Random pictures

Click the pictures for larger view (:

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
5:47 AM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:49 PM

I know you have blocked me on MSN.
Too bad, cause i have this "whoisblockingme" software on my computer.
I don't know why you do that.
Anyways. BYE.

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
12:59 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

PREDICATABLE

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But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back. (:

I want a super huge lollipop now.

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:10 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

June's birthday party tomorrow... yah... I think i better go sleep now.
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Well, happy 17th birthday, Georgina!

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
9:23 PM

NOBODY'S HOME

!HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MUN MUN! I LOVE YOUUU! :D

Click the pictures for larger view (:

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Had fun today &i saw Charmine and Nick. Yep (: Well, good day to all of you (:

P.S/ Darling, you are the best! Yes, YOU ARE! I love you. So so soooo very muchie :D

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:26 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

UM.LIKE.WHATEVER

_l_

Pissed me off - BIG TIME!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
1:37 PM

Candyman

Good day people!

Much love (:

Can you be honest to your heart?

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
1:19 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

YOU DON'T LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID YESTERDAY

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BFF = BEST FRIEND FOREVER!

Chong! You know I love you! Thanks for today (:

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:26 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:07 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

From Colleen H's blog,

All That I've Got

...
i finally realised what love meant.
love is not about holding hands under the sky and saying i love you no it isnt. it isnt about just simply saying the words and doing the actions and spending the times. it isnt about telling others hey dont treat her badly i'll whack you, not as simple as that....
what i saw was deep and it was real. to love, is a difficult thing. tell me, can you tell yourself that you love someone and believe yourself? No because its a feeling and it's a truth
...

l.o.v.e

been thinking,
whatcha willing to do for Love ?

? lose all face arnd your boys just to make her smile :)
? do crazy things to get her attention !
? hide your flaws, or change them. FAST.
? build up a hotbod :)
? stay up all night to do her smth pretty.
? pull out all your buds for ideas !
? hang arnd for a glimpse of her
? take an hour to dressup when goin' somewhr w her arnd!
? and dressup like HER style :)
? get her a prepaid card so you can talk to her tho her parents are killing her w that bill.
? volunteer go go hve fun w her when she's bored.
? always pangseh your boys for her :)
? quit gaming!
? no soccer before dates cos you don't want her to hug you tho you smell :)
? yes, even if no soccer = playing chess w nerds x:
? take the initiative to ask her out.
? always sms her first!
? when her messages get shorter(prolly she's busy), tell her you'll msg her later :)
? only cut your hair the way she likes it!
? play your sport well when she's around
? what state she's in affects you. TOTALLY.
? walk her home even when she says she don't need you to do it :D
? ETC ETC ETC, thrs so many more i don't want to think about.

so if someone was willing before, but no longer right now ..
does that mean he don't love you no more ?
the truth is what it is,
i will learn to accept it.

Well, i also don't really know why i took these two entries from her blog... Yep. (:

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
3:23 PM

AND ALL I KNOW IS YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU SCREAM

Sharon: harloos, what are u doing? Miss U=)
Me: Hellos yo! Hahahas. I'm now talking to my best friend :)
Sharon: Oic. Who is that?
Me: Lols. my best friend is myself. So yep, i'm talking to her in the mirror now. :)
Sharon: Siaooooo. -_- dot dot dot...
Me: Really lah! My best friend is myself so i'm talking to myself. What's wrong with it? Hahas.
Sharon: dot dot dot la u! U are not my favourite bitch anymore.
.... ...

DOTS DOTSSSS DOTSSS
LOLS.

Well, i'm talking to Kelvin now, my best friend NO.2 :D
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Okays, painting time(:
XOXO

P.S/ catch me on CHATANGO (:

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:01 AM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:05 PM

I WANT TO GET AWAY, TO OUR SWEET ESCAPE

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

-
I met Darling today :D &you know i just love him so so very much! :D
Y

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
12:28 PM

Thursday, June 7, 2007

it's our first month Y

:D

{1701}

sexy love yo!

WOOO, I LOVE DARLING HELL LOADS!

I can't help it. It's obsession (:

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
3:00 PM

Aunt has finally passed the flu to me. Yea. Finally! )': So people, try to stay away from me okay. I don't wanna pass it on to you. ): OMG, loneliness )':

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:55 PM

!Darling. You know i miss you so!

Yes. IMISSYOU! IMISSYOU! &IMISSYOU SO MUCH! ):

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
3:35 AM

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
1:51 PM

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:35 AM

The search is over, I'm not the one your heart is missing.
But who am I to you, can you just tell me that?

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
9:35 AM

Monday, June 4, 2007

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
3:35 PM

ARE WE SO FAR AWAY?

From : LeOn
Date:Friday, 1 June, 2007 10:11 PM
Subject: wAi lIaO
Message: u friendster is liKe uR sencond LiFE mAn haha..

From : LeOn
Date: Friday, 1 June, 2007 10:14 PM
Subject: can send me the song haha...
Message: -.-

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I love Darling and I know Darling loves me too! It's the power of L.O.V.E yo:D

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
7:47 AM

Sunday, June 3, 2007

IT'S DANGEROUS IN LOVEING SOMEONE TOO MUCH

SUPER FAKE EYELASHES YO!

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I know it's really dangerous in loving somebody too much. But i just can't help it. He just makes me love him more and more each day. So how?

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:38 PM

you're on my heart just like a tattoo

I know that it might sound strange, but you made my seasons start to change. It happened so suddenly, like heaven has waited up for me. I've just been looking so long, kept meeting my Mr.wrong. In every model and every size, now my fantasy is staring at your eyes.

Sometimes you think I'm beautiful, but I don't know. I'll keep it to myself. You say it feels wonderful. My smile can show. I'm lost in paradise.

The letters you wrote to me showed me the signs I've never seen. I thought every man I'd want falls out of a dating magazine. But now I know that with you that was so far from the truth, on every page and every line. Now you're my everything I guess you know how to read my mind.

I know, I guess that it shows. The message that flows to me make it more worth than make believe.

Sometimes you think I'm beautiful, but I don't know. I'll keep it to myself. You say it feels wonderful. My smile can show. I'm lost in paradise.

♥