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Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping
I want to feel that lightning strike me



navigation: archives entries ♥

Friday, August 31, 2007


I WISH I COULD HAVE YOU IN MY SPACE

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NICE RIGHT? I know I know. Hahahas. I'm like very talented lah. Hahahas. That's my squash prince :D Darl. You know I love you like so very much! (:



Like WOOHOOS~. Exams are finally over. But Darling will be having his last paper tomorrow. He will get A lah. I know that for sure. Hahas. Anyways, going back to BPS tomorrow. Gonna wake up way early in the morning. Ahhhh. ):

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During dinner time...

Albert : Ermmmmm... Sam.... Are you indian christian?
Sam - SMILED
Sam : Hmmm. Like of course lah brother. Can't you see that I'm an indian?
Everybody was laughing
Sam - faced to Albert
Sam : Hello Chinese!


LOLS..

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Gonna sleep. Bye (:

P.S/ Kit Ying's super lovely lah. Hahas :D

Yeat your heart out
2:59 PM


Wednesday, August 29, 2007


I WAS

Today wasn't perfect. ):

There's something, something's really confusing me. So someone, please talk to me okay. Exams suck big time. I feel so damn cold now, think I'm sick. Ahhh. I wanna see Darling right now. ):

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I love you.

Yeat your heart out
2:00 PM


Tuesday, August 28, 2007


COS I'M ALL ABOUT YOU

This guy is my love, and i'm all about him.


11 days to our 4th month anniversary. I love him, but I can't tell how much I do. Cause I love him way so very deep, it's beyond my control. He has the magic, he makes me go crazy. Way so crazy in love.

Darling. I can't explain why I feel this way. Everytime you would come my way, I always tremble, feelin nervous. It's like I wanna fall down unconcious. I don't know what so special about you, that made me fall in love with you. Maybe that cute face of yours, your smiles and ways, yes of course, everytime you're by my side, I'd like to stretch my hands open wide, and embrace you tight endlessly. You know I'm just madly in LOVE to you my darling.

I love you, no matter what. (:

Yeat your heart out
4:22 PM



MORE THAN WORDS


CMATHS TIME YO! (:


Jon! I think he looks weird. hahas







So So Very Lonely




Tomorrow will be having Cmaths paper from 2.30 to 4.30. So very good luck to all you sexy people yo! Loves(:

Yeat your heart out
2:02 PM


Monday, August 27, 2007


YOUR LOVE IS THE KILLING KIND



Shin Chan COS Doraemon




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Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.


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I love YOU. &You know you are my sunshine :D

{EDITED 1:49am}

Like ZOMGGGGGGGGG! Jon has created his very very first blog http://www.whatchucallabestblog.blogspot.com/.
You sexy people must go visit okay! *Peace yo! (:

{/EDITED 1:50AM}

Yeat your heart out
2:27 PM


Sunday, August 26, 2007


LIKE WE USED TO BE


After reading Dawn Yang and Ben's blog, I found this new credit card - Citi Clear Card is quite interesting. With no minimum income requirement, its like everybody can apply for it. It looks pretty cool cause you can also use it shop online, spend overseas and everything. Like...WOW!.. Really. Hahas.

Check out for more informations here (:

Yeat your heart out
10:01 AM


Friday, August 24, 2007


How do I get thru one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything good in my life
Without you there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything real in my life
And tell me now.

How do I live without you?
How do I breathe without you?
How do I ever, ever survive?

Yeat your heart out
11:01 PM



COS LETTING GO ISN'T EASY FOR ME


Jeev.Lili.JonJon.NeNe

Matthew

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Don't be afraid to feel this way
Gonna make you understand
It's not about you, cause I am the fool
Building castles in the sand

If I am crazy, just don't care
It doesn't mean I don't want you near,
This is the story about me and you
And it's called...

Faith!
Right beside you is where I'll stay
Oh Faith !
Just take me as I am... so please... have faith!

Yeat your heart out
2:56 PM


Thursday, August 23, 2007


I HOPE YOU KNOW

Study week. So study like a real student yo! :D

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Yeat your heart out
2:59 PM


Wednesday, August 22, 2007


1,2,3,4,5 yo! :D



The tagboard is up. So go tag you sexy people :D

Yeat your heart out
2:56 PM


Wednesday, August 15, 2007


Damn the blogger. Don't wanna post my entry. Roars.

Anyways. I wanna say - Darling i miss you and i love you so much!

Yeat your heart out
2:45 PM



For today's entry please click the link below

http://gudene.wordpress.com/2007/08/14/cos-you-just-cant-see-how-much-i-love-you/

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Today's Aug 14, V Day (the Green Day)

Happy Valentine's Day!

Yeat your heart out
11:22 AM


Tuesday, August 14, 2007


USED TO

I saw something today which was totally unexpectedly. I was so shocked and upset about it. But i'll still pretend like i don't know a shit about it. I'm giving you chance. I need your explaination.
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Recently i'm way busy with the school works. So won't be updating so often here.

Ta.

Yeat your heart out
8:12 AM


Monday, August 13, 2007


I lost something today. Something that i can't gain it back anymore.

Yeat your heart out
12:57 PM


Sunday, August 12, 2007


BOY, LATELY MY SUN DOESN'T SHINE WITHOUT YOU

Had a weird dream last night, woke up around 4 plus then cried. I miss Darlinggggg ): Long weekends. Roar. Anyways, will update my playlist soon. I'm way lazy now. &I know it's weird but i really wanna murder someone ):<.

Alrights, will update more tonight with more pictures. Bye(:
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Click the picture for larger view (:

07 Aug 2007 (:

1,2,3,4,5 super act cute :D





@Library, after the presentation


MWC TOP STUDENTS in Business school

Lunch time yo!

MUST WATCH! ITS FUNNY.

YOU! Yes, i so so wanna murder you.

This is for my love, happy 3rd month together Y


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I miss my super awesome squash prince.

Yeat your heart out
3:52 AM


Friday, August 10, 2007


REASONS FOR LOVE

Gazing at the stars in a dark cold night
Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight
I wish you can see I wish you can hear
I wish you can kiss and hold me tight

I close my eyes and shed those tears
Thinking how far you are from me
Then I look above and see the stars
How they light, they glitter and sparkle
Despite how far they are by sight

I find myself smiling as I realize
That though distance between us
Kept us apart but only in body
And never in heart

You gave me reason to smile
You gave me reason to hope
You gave me so much and
I can never ask for more

And if I have one thing to thank right now
That's when you came into my life!

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Today was such a long day for me.
I want Darling to hug me right now ):

Yeat your heart out
9:45 PM


Thursday, August 9, 2007


Tears started dropping when aunt passed me an old photo album with all the memories inside... i know im weak enough.




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Anyways, happy 42nd birthday Singapore.

Yeat your heart out
3:21 PM



IF YOU JUST REALIZED WHAT I JUST REALIZED
THEN WE'D BE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER
so when will you realize that how much i love you?

I don't know how to describe about today. I cried, during cmsk time. I tried to conrol, but tears were just keep falling down. A few people asked me why, i pretended that i had flu and i wasn't sad. But well, my heart's really heavy. Meet Darling after school. I've actually got so much to tell him. But i didn't. I don't wanna destory his mood. I really treasure every minute that i spent with him. I felt safe. For all my life, with him, i won't ask for more. So please don't take my happiness away.

Went to town with aunt after that. Got my formal clothes for next tuesday. I bought new skirt and heels. Well, i hate heels, make me look even taller and i don't like it. Aunt wants me to do my hair on friday or weekends. She thinks that i should do rebonding and colouring. I don't know. Cos im not in the good mood to think of those stuffs.

I know i shouldn't always give emo entries here. But too many happened i'm really feeling down. Sorry.

Darling said will go see fireworks with me on new year. I felt happy to hear that. But i still feel like go watching fireworks tomorrow. Hmmm. I think most probably i won't be going cos i'm such a lazy ass.
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I wanna Dance with my Daddy
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There were people asked me to teach them to speak Cantonese. So from today onwards. I'm gonna teach you people Cantonese and Japanese. Today's the first lesson so enjoy alright. Drop me a message if there's anything that you don't understand. (:


Bye.

Yeat your heart out
2:36 PM


Wednesday, August 8, 2007


TUESDAY.

Finally tuesday. Was thinking of putting up the song "perfect day" here today. But i think i shall upload the song "realize" here.

Darling. sorry for the complainings. It's our 3rd month today. I know i shouldn't do that. Sorry. I love you.

Brother called just now from hk. He didn't sound good. I know he was trying to hide something from me. he was asking how was our 3rd month celebration first then he was telling me to be strong no matter what happens and stuffs. I sensed something. She has gone. And when i was trying to ask about her. He avoided to answer me. I don't know...

Just...... hope not... ):

Summer's gonna end soon. I dont wanna lose all my loves. please ):

Yeat your heart out
11:08 AM


Tuesday, August 7, 2007


super PISSED OFF.

Today sucked. )':

Going to KK to see doctor later. If you need to contact me please send text message or call. But text message might be reply late. Bye!

Yeat your heart out
7:06 AM


Monday, August 6, 2007


TOO SERIOUS TOO SOON


Tuesday Tuesday! I want Tuesday pleaseeeeeeeee! Just can't wait!

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Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
But now everything's gone

Yeat your heart out
12:04 PM


Sunday, August 5, 2007


Hellos you sexy people. I wanna blog now cos this moment i feel damn happy. Thanks to my loverboy. Darling texted me minutes ago. :D

From DARLING :) 21:42

Dear darling gdine! I love u i love u i love u! Hee.
He's sweetest drug. I love you Darling! So very much! :)

Yeat your heart out
12:45 PM



COS IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO NOT THREE


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I won't blame you if you choose turn and walk away, but with everything I feel inside, I'm asking you to stay.

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Seriously, i need a tight hug. &I miss Darling like hell.

)':

Yeat your heart out
10:44 AM


Saturday, August 4, 2007


Well, sorry guys if you called me or messaged me but i didn't reply you. Cos i wasn't in the mood to do so. And now still. I cried, sorry. But this time, please don't stop me from crying. I need to let them out. I don't wanna control it. Cos i can't. Everything. I can no longer take it anymore. Kelvin's death made me sad. And about what had happened this afternoon i don't wanna talk about it anymore. I know i should be blamed for everything. That's all. &yet, i feel like dying. bloody hell. I hate fridays and i hate weekends. I want tuesday please ):


i want a tight hug.
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Why everybody's leaving me?

Yeat your heart out
9:44 AM


Friday, August 3, 2007


Dearest Serene, that wasn't fun okay. What see how many people care for me. I'm pissed off by YOU - big time! ASS! ):< i want my lappy back!

Anyways, to the friends, that was NOT me okay. Really wasn't me. I never play with you guys. Believe me! Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ):

Super black friday.

BELIEVE ME!!!!

Yeat your heart out
4:31 PM



Brother called, he was drunk. He said something which I would always wish to hear from him. He said this 'I'm not a good brother, all the time i wasn't there to take care of you and to pretect you. I know you hate me for that, but I really do love you as my sister...' I cried. So badly. Cos all the time i really want somebody to be there to protect me from all the hurts.

This summer is the tough one for me, i've lost so many things. I lost the pride, the courage and the loved ones. My skies are full of dark clouds now, I can't see the sunlights. I don't like to go to school now, cos that place and those faces are getting really cold. People would give evil stares whenever they see me, i have no idea what i have done wrong to them. Problems thrown at me one after another. I have to carry them all along. I wanted to share them with someone, i need the help. But i know, there's nobody. I turned and tried to seek for help, but there's no one behind me even the loved ones. So all the while, i've learnt to pretend. Pretend that i'm strong, i'm brave and i'm happy. Cos i know you would probably get sick whenever i give the emo face. So i controlled. But i'm getting exhausted. Still have 2 and half year to go. I can still act that i am brave but the fact is that i'm starting to shake inside.

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I try but i can't seem to get myself
To think of anything but you

Yeat your heart out
2:35 PM



WHEN THE FAITH IS GONE

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. Qi Xi Jie.
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Alrights. School time. Bye

Yeat your heart out
1:11 AM


Thursday, August 2, 2007


HELPLESS, HURTING, HELL

[ Current Mood : blah ]

I need you
but i don't know if you need me in your life?

dripping slowly away
the tides recede
and I standalone.

or will the waters dry
to flow no more
and leave me standing
and breathless?


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Darling walked me home today. I miss him. Like hell loads. ):

&Darling. I wasn't emo. Really, i wasn't. I don't know why recently i always make you think that way. Sorry. I love you. I wanna make you happy whenever you're with me. I'm not perfect but I'm changing to be better. &I know i'm difficult. But Darling, I don't wanna make you feel tired to be with me. I don't know how to say... Anyways, Darling I love you!



Thought i'm really the supergirl, but i just don't have the power.

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And I still see you in my dreams
No matter how I try it seems
That a deep part of me
Still has regrets
And I can't seem to let
All the love I had for you go

Yeat your heart out
10:54 AM


Wednesday, August 1, 2007


WHEN EVERYTHING FEELS LIKE THE MOVIES

[ Current Mood : empty ]

Click the pictures for larger view (:
Don't take too long to say "I love you" to the ones you love,
because time has a habit of slipping away.


School was alright today. Had good laughs during IISO. Oh yah. thanks Xian Li and Kiang for telling me the IISO thingy(:. Catched 'The Simpsons' with Darling after school. Fucking banana funny show. SpiderPig is cute. Darling wore formal clothes today. Way so handsome I tell you. &But most probably i won't be meeting him till next Tuesday. Damn fucking long time for me. ):

No mood to continue. Bye.

Psalm 7
O Lord my God, in You i put my trust; save me from all those who persecute me; and deliver me.


Dear God, only You Lord can help and guide me through this hectic & painful period. Amen.

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I try but I can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you. Your breath on my face,
your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth.

We know what I came here for, so I won't ask for more.

I wanna be with you if only for a night. To be the one whose in your arms, who holds you tight.
I wanna be with you. There's nothing more to say.
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way.


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{EDITED 2100}

Photos were taken like minutes agao. Cos i was seriously bored. Yeps. Hahas.





{/EDITED 2101}

Yeat your heart out
11:24 AM