Brother called, he was drunk. He said something which I would always wish to hear from him. He said this 'I'm not a good brother, all the time i wasn't there to take care of you and to pretect you. I know you hate me for that, but I really do love you as my sister...' I cried. So badly. Cos all the time i really want somebody to be there to protect me from all the hurts.

This summer is the tough one for me, i've lost so many things. I lost the pride, the courage and the loved ones. My skies are full of dark clouds now, I can't see the sunlights. I don't like to go to school now, cos that place and those faces are getting really cold. People would give evil stares whenever they see me, i have no idea what i have done wrong to them. Problems thrown at me one after another. I have to carry them all along. I wanted to share them with someone, i need the help. But i know, there's nobody. I turned and tried to seek for help, but there's no one behind me even the loved ones. So all the while, i've learnt to pretend. Pretend that i'm strong, i'm brave and i'm happy. Cos i know you would probably get sick whenever i give the emo face. So i controlled. But i'm getting exhausted. Still have 2 and half year to go. I can still act that i am brave but the fact is that i'm starting to shake inside.

Yeat your heart out
2:35 PM

Brother called, he was drunk. He said something which I would always wish to hear from him. He said this 'I'm not a good brother, all the time i wasn't there to take care of you and to pretect you. I know you hate me for that, but I really do love you as my sister...' I cried. So badly. Cos all the time i really want somebody to be there to protect me from all the hurts.

This summer is the tough one for me, i've lost so many things. I lost the pride, the courage and the loved ones. My skies are full of dark clouds now, I can't see the sunlights. I don't like to go to school now, cos that place and those faces are getting really cold. People would give evil stares whenever they see me, i have no idea what i have done wrong to them. Problems thrown at me one after another. I have to carry them all along. I wanted to share them with someone, i need the help. But i know, there's nobody. I turned and tried to seek for help, but there's no one behind me even the loved ones. So all the while, i've learnt to pretend. Pretend that i'm strong, i'm brave and i'm happy. Cos i know you would probably get sick whenever i give the emo face. So i controlled. But i'm getting exhausted. Still have 2 and half year to go. I can still act that i am brave but the fact is that i'm starting to shake inside.

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:35 PM