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]Was thinking of writting a happy entry today, showing people that I'm fine, no worries for me. But sorry, I know I'm getting very irritating to you. But I'm not gonna pretend that I'm okay. Not anymore. Cos I'm not. Thought I was PMS-ing. But now I'm very sure that wasn't the right reason. Though I'm now going through this very natural menstrual cycle. And now... I just feel sad. I'm scared. The tear gland has just broken.
V called just now but what we did on the phone was just crying. I hate she's so far away from me. Was almost screaming to her "Why can't you just stay..." Cos I so don't want you to leave.
I fucking hate my timetable. Its like totally clashed. Everyday ends so late. Not even a break time is same. How am I gonna see him. I feel so horrible. I've lost all interest to go to school. Can't even take a glance at him. I'm really scared. But I know I can't give school a miss. I will just drag myself to school every morning.
Suddenly a lot of things are going through my mind. And now that I'm lost. I have no idea to any future plans ahead.
I know you might feel irritated by me. Sorry, I didn't wish to. But please... Please don't forsake me.
V called just now but what we did on the phone was just crying. I hate she's so far away from me. Was almost screaming to her "Why can't you just stay..." Cos I so don't want you to leave.
I fucking hate my timetable. Its like totally clashed. Everyday ends so late. Not even a break time is same. How am I gonna see him. I feel so horrible. I've lost all interest to go to school. Can't even take a glance at him. I'm really scared. But I know I can't give school a miss. I will just drag myself to school every morning.
Suddenly a lot of things are going through my mind. And now that I'm lost. I have no idea to any future plans ahead.
I know you might feel irritated by me. Sorry, I didn't wish to. But please... Please don't forsake me.
Yeat your heart out
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8:27 PM