[mood : indescribable
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]One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in strange places
Places you never knew it could be
I don't know what to start with. What I did for the past 20 minutes or more was just staring at this screen, listening to those what you call the emo songs. And yeh, the memories were playing, like a film without sound.
About 10plus she said goodnight and went to sleep. I want to talk to someone tonight but she refused to talk to me. She said this to me 'I don't my dream tonight fill with tears.' Whatever it is. Maybe I'm so gonna talk to myself. Think I'm not gonna sleep.
Nobody's at home now, they went to somewhere just now but I can't remember where's the place cause I didn't even pay attention to what they have said. So I might just talking to the walls.
What I'm afraid of is everybody leaves me, like one after another. But I think I'll probably take the first move before everybody does. I'll leave them first before they leave me. Well, I'm not here emo-ing. No. I don't. Totally. So don't misunderstand me alrights. You know I'm like Miss Little Sunshine or Miss Happy okay. *peace (:
Hmmm, I know I don't really treasure friendships. Cause to me, everything. Boyfriend comes first then follow by friends. That isn't wrong to me, till now and then. Nobody can ever change my point of view. Cause he's somebody that means the world, means everything to me. No one could ever compare with him. I know I don't pay much attention to the friends maybe sometimes I don't even care about them. Though no one's saying a word. Or maybe I don't. Just that I'm thinking way too much. But still, I'm sorry. That's wrong. &I'm gonna change.
Anyways, you can ignore this entry cause I also don't know what I have been writting.(: V's gonna leave in a few hours time. &I'm so gonna miss her. ):
But yah, nights people. (:
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I think what I want now is a tight hug.
About 10plus she said goodnight and went to sleep. I want to talk to someone tonight but she refused to talk to me. She said this to me 'I don't my dream tonight fill with tears.' Whatever it is. Maybe I'm so gonna talk to myself. Think I'm not gonna sleep.
Nobody's at home now, they went to somewhere just now but I can't remember where's the place cause I didn't even pay attention to what they have said. So I might just talking to the walls.
What I'm afraid of is everybody leaves me, like one after another. But I think I'll probably take the first move before everybody does. I'll leave them first before they leave me. Well, I'm not here emo-ing. No. I don't. Totally. So don't misunderstand me alrights. You know I'm like Miss Little Sunshine or Miss Happy okay. *peace (:
Hmmm, I know I don't really treasure friendships. Cause to me, everything. Boyfriend comes first then follow by friends. That isn't wrong to me, till now and then. Nobody can ever change my point of view. Cause he's somebody that means the world, means everything to me. No one could ever compare with him. I know I don't pay much attention to the friends maybe sometimes I don't even care about them. Though no one's saying a word. Or maybe I don't. Just that I'm thinking way too much. But still, I'm sorry. That's wrong. &I'm gonna change.
Anyways, you can ignore this entry cause I also don't know what I have been writting.(: V's gonna leave in a few hours time. &I'm so gonna miss her. ):
But yah, nights people. (:
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I think what I want now is a tight hug.
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It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
Yeat your heart out
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