Currently I'm blogging elsewhere. I think this time, I'm gonna leave this place and I think I won't be back anymore. I don't know. I really don't know. Was reading some old entries just now, somehow they've reminded me of many things...

I'll never close to perfection no matter how hard I try, no matter how much effort that I'm willing to put in. I could give in everything, I thought I made it. But everything's just fading away... I give up, cause now, I don't know what else I can do. I think I'm just useless... I'm sorry... Seems that I just can't be good. Sorry, that I've let you down.

Bye.

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i miss you
&i love you

Yeat your heart out
6:53 PM

Yeat your heart out
11:35 PM

S-taccato has been with me for 9 months time. While looking back those memories, they're playing in my mind like a film without sound. Some with joy some with tears. Some time ago, I've left s-taccato for a few times, I said I left this place but there was always something to hold me back. Too good to delete it. I've got no idea of exactly who are the people reading this blog daily. Cause I know all along I was just writting for my special someone, my love. Cause he's the only person who matters my daily life, my everything. And also the very few precious friends that I've met in life. I know there are people who come here daily. There are people who talking about s-taccato. You know it made you feel good when people took your entry to post in their blog and saying it was nice written. &while you were in Business School canteen eating chicken chop and some unknown random people came to you and said 'Hey, I read your blog and it's so sweet. Nice. Though I don't even know you' It has given me more than the memories. All the time, no matter I wrote for him or else. I wrote for people to read. Reads my emotions and all. And now I think I should take the advise to write something just for my own.

It's not that I'm gonna close down this blog, this isn't the last entry. And it's not that I will be stop blogging. I won't. Cause blogging is actually the thing which I spent the most time each day. It has already became a habit. I'm blogger. And it's good to be one. It's just that, this time, I will be at elsewhere to continue my story. And for this time, I will be the blogger and the only reader. I will still be back here. Maybe very often, maybe seldom, but I will be back. Just that I'm not too sure about the stuffs to be blog about yet. You people, try to find out the real meaning of the word 'staccato' then I believe somehow you would understand why I'm doing this.

Today was scary, today was way too emotional, today was just dramatic. Today, tears were like tap water for 5 hours cause the tear gland has broken. I thought the most important person in my life would never turn back to me. I was almost scream my lungs out while crying to Melinda lovergirl. Luckily I've got her to be with me. I know she would always be there. And also Qian, thanks for hearing me crying and all. Lesson learned this time, I've paid for it. No kidding. I was falling apart and I've totally broke. If he really leaves me, then it just the end of the world to me. Thank to God that he turned. I see it very clear, I just can't. I can't live without YOU. I don't even wanna try. It's just impossible for me to let you go. Cause you've already the part of my life.

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I know I'm just nobody, ugly and fat, fully of jealousy and enmity. That's what you people think of me maybe. I'm just way too evil, way too selfish. I'm the kind of girl you will never wish your daughter to be. I'm so not angel kind hearted. Call me a bitch if you want to. Way better than me, yes other girls in this world are way better than me, I will never think how good other people are like the way they do. I treat everybody like enemies. I don't deserve to be good. I know I don't deserve to have all the beautiful things. But for such a bad girl, there are people who did neglect her all the way. And even like today, they won't ask what has happened cause they knew you don't wish to say. They will never force you. They allow you to cry but they would always be there. I'm grateful for it. Truly! Melinda and Sanjeev. They are the ones who showed me they truly cared, Melindada I love you too! And Sanjeev! I will cheer up okay. I know my best friends can **** ** anyone! Cause Melinda and Sanjeev has the power! :D And also, DACY, thank you! (:

S-taccato is to be continued. Loves!

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Dearest Kdarling, I want you to know this, nothing will change the fact that I will always love you, cause your name is tattooed on my heart. &though I'm learning but I do trust you. I love you!

Yeat your heart out
11:12 PM

It's Muttons time yo! Happened to meet the Muttons outside cine today. I wanna meet Shan Wee please! Hahas.

Today was... indeed a special day for me. Morning time I went to Donut Factory to queue up for the donuts. For the first time actually. Luckily I went there earlier. The totally waiting time was only about 40 minutes. Less than an hour. (: The queue behind me was like really long. Queuing for donuts was really exciting. I don't know why I felt that way. But yah. I've actually thinking of going there every weekend from onwards. Hahahas.

After that I headed to town to look for birthday presents. Cause I have this isn't nice feeling that the lady ain't gonna get back to me by Wednesday. So I think I'd better look for another present now, just in case I mean.

After window shopping around town then I met aunt and had dinner at Bugis. Couldn't find the nerd specs. I believe if I'm wearing it will be like way cool okay. The housefly big specs. Nice people please tell me where is selling it pleaseeee!

Around 4 in the afternoon I, yes, me. I went to Darling's house while his daddy and sister were at home. Okay. not forgotten the maid. Honestly, I was really panic at first. Especially when the moment I step into his house. Cause the first person came into my view was Darling's daddy. Okays. Darling's daddy is really really very the handsome. Andy Lau. You seldom can find a guy at this age still so good looking man especially with this backstreet boys tee. Needless to say, Darling has way good genes. But Darling is still a bit more handsome than his daddy. Hahas. Though I didn't talk much to the daddy but he's way friendly & nice can. Cause I've actually thought that all those good looking uncles are somehow link to the word 'fierce'. Hahas. But Darling's daddy is totally not fierce okay. And yah, he's so gonna be my-father-in-law. Very soon. Woohoos~ His son is so gonna to be my legal husband! :D WONDERFUL!Y

@ 19:57 darling send me this message while I was drinking HL milk

Yeat your heart out
11:39 PM

Darling. I want you to know that I love you so. Deep in my heart is where you'll stay, each and everyday. Now, forever, and always. I want you to know that I'll always be there, to show you how much I care. I don't wanna let you down. I'll do anything to keep away your frown. I want you to know how much you mean to me. You're my eyes to see, my heart to beat, and my air to breathe. So baby, don't walk away from me please. I've built my world around you and I dont wanna know what its like without you. Just stay with me. Only you could make me feel strong. You know you are all that I need. The only treasure I seek. I put my hope on you. And as for now, except for that old three words I don't know what else I can say to you - I love you! &Never enough to say.

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You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay

Yeat your heart out
2:02 AM

Those words came out from the mouth were really sorrowful. A little bit hurt and scared. Human beings are really scary and indeed selfish. But I've learned not to take those into heart. Cause I know to cover my eyes and ears with all the beautiful lies that I've given myself.

me is happy. (: *peace

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&when the stars falling, I'll keep calling
Time will take us apart that's true
But I will always be there for you
You're in my heart and you'll be in my dreams
No matter how many miles between
I promise you that I won't forget
The day we kissed or the day we met
The sky may fall and the stars too
BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Yeat your heart out
8:54 PM

For the very first time I've finished those projects one week before the submission deadline, and studied for the upcoming Cmaths class test which is on week 5. The reason why I did all that is because I wanna spend more time on U-Art assessment. Becasue sudden time, I'm very interested in art. I enjoy the process of preparing for art assessment. And today, I've finally decided to do Mona Lisa for my mosaic assessment. But I was a bit pissed off cause I just couldn't find a lot of things. All those materials, some I've actally saw them last week but I just can't remember where did I put them. And like all my pencils, 80% are broken. Moreover, I couldn't find a A3 size blackboard. Ohmymama, drives me crazy. Now, I've simply lost all my interest. I have totally no mood to do my mosaic. I can't even find a proper pencil to draw Lisa. Ahhh! Can someone kindly buy me a new set. ):

For this moment, I wanna be a design student so desperately. And Could you people stop telling me things about The Game Plan, told ya I'm so gonna watch it very soon. So, zip your mouth up. And also the Hero. Will catch it too. Ta.

I miss Darling! Y

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It's true
You are really a part of me
There's no sense deny-ing the reality that
You are always with me

Yeat your heart out
10:51 PM

School was sooper bored today. Bored to hell. I got a bit of Tuesday blues. Anyways, Darling wore formal to school for his CMSK interview today. Needless to say, he was way so handsome. He's the kind of guy who will always sooper good looking no matter what he wears. And then after the interview Darling went for training and I followed. I love his sweat smell, way nice. He has this unique smell, which is what I love the most. I have no idea why that smell is just so attractive to me. I'm just loving it. And the smell from his armpit, omg. It's love too! (:

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Finally, the blue man appears, but I don't feel like continue the reading today. I've got this mixed feeling coming up. And there's this thing keep running through my mind. I'm just keeping thinking about it but it doesn't feel right so I think I should just stop it. Okays, it's like. I don't know what am I writing now. So bye for today.

darling where are you now? i miss you.

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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Yeat your heart out
11:22 PM

Like hellos! I'm way happy today. Like very very very much. I love my loverboy! My dearest Keithdarling. Told ya he's the bestest! :D

I'm seeing Darling tomorrow! Wonderful okay! Darling I don't want you to spend anything on me. I don't wan PSP and all. I just want you. You're the best gift ever! I love you! Truly, deeply, madly! (:

Yeat your heart out
12:14 AM

If this has really come to an end. Both parties just going separate ways. Maybe at this point of time we should just let it be, cause we can't turn back the clock. And it seems like no point to still holding on when in reality is already over. I know it would be really hard to let go of just a part of you but life isn't end just because of this. Think positively, you are not the only one in this world who's like this. What you have to do now is to try your best to get on with life and move on. It isn't easy at all, I know. But if you're willing to give a try I believe somehow you still can do it. And maybe someday, as time pass you would give the both of you another go. We might not know. But as for now, just looking forward to what awaits you tomorrow cause there would always be something new, and it's just for you.

I love you my princess! (:
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Maybe you would think it doesn't happen on me so I could just easily give all those thoughts above. Seriously, I was thinking if that happens to me. What am I supposed to do in such a situation? I'm so not a strong girl, emotionally I'm very wake. Just pretty easy to be attacked. To be very honest, if Darling leaves me that would be like the end of the world. I might just go mad like forever. Falling apart. I just don't wanna imagine it happens. I pray so hard, it won't! And I say, Darling I want our love to last forever and I just mean I have said. Stay with me baby!

Well, just why previously I have said learn to treasure the love that you're having now. After all there's no time for you to regret of what has been already gone. What we have to do is to love not to hurt. Love's all about giving not only receiving and it's about sacrificing. If you know yourself very well that you're gonna sacrifice for your another half then what you have to do is to just simply hold it on for a lifetime.

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Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
And what you've out there searching for forever is in your hands
And then you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem - So small

Yeat your heart out
2:39 AM

Melinda messaged this afternoon so we've decided to go for the book fair. She didn't find the books she wants but I've got this book. 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven' which was pretty lucky I think. We headed to Tampines Mall after that, had dinner and chatted. It feels sooper good that you can find a girl that has same thoughts as you. You can just open up and share everything with her. It was really great I tell you. Mel think the 'I Y KEITH' shirt that I wore that day was sooper nice! I know I know. I made one mah of course nice!:D &We both agreed that WE MUST SEE OUR LOVERBOY EVERYDAY! Hahas. Else we would feel like dying. No kidding okay. I haven't see Darling for bloody 2 days and he's still sick. Torture ):

'It might seem strange to start a story with an ending. But all endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it all the time...' This is the starting line of the book 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven' and I like it. Well, haven't really start to read this book. But I think it would inspire me somehow as I'm now writing something. So yah. Secretly doing something and you've actually talk to someone that doesn't exist at all. It's not a weird thing just that hard to explain.

24th seems so happening. Lots of events happens on that day. I was really shock to receive the sms on the class BBQ. But well, guess most probably I won't be attending any of them. Because... I don't know. Don't really feel like going out if Darling's not around. I need him even more than I ever know.

Talk to me, baby! You're online but what are you doing now? You know I miss youuuuuu sooo!

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When the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
But you won't be on your own
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

Yeat your heart out
8:42 PM

Was reading this wonderful book with some sorrowful songs played at the background. I've made up my mind. This time, I've found my direction. Now I know very well what I want. What I have to do. No more doubts. Seriously, I have to learn to be contented with what I've already have now, and get rid of jealousy and over-sensitive. I have to learn to take things lightly. I'm so gonna say goodbye to my heavy heart.

Honestly, I'm too sensitive towards my boy, kind of insecurity is what always surrounds me. Sometimes when girls came to talk to him I'd felt jealous somehow. And then my imagination goes on, eventually I became sad and emo while there was actually nothing happened. I've asked myself what am I so afraid of. And I know the answer, because I'm just so afraid of losing him. And that has somehow become my biggest fear. Previously, I had no good experiences and when he came in, I've told myself to give in all I could give, beyond 100%. Cause deeply down my heart, I'm treating this relationship very serious. No kidding, I can't afford of losing him.

Still, I don't think there's anything wrong with this kind of thinking. But it has increased the amount of the insecure that brings to me. So in some ways, I'm getting emo and the amount of tears has increased as well. And I've realised that I can no longer hide my feelings. All showed on my face. Darling, he could always notice that then asking me 'why so emo?''what happened? Did I something wrong?' I know I've made him tired though he did say a word, cause I'm so hard to understand. I've said I would change but I didn't. Now I realise if I'm not gonna change, the situation might just turn bad from good. Darling will get more tired of me till one day he can no longer take it. Then everything will be just so terrible.

Okay, it's like very honest, sometimes I really hope he could be less insensitive towards me, cause there was time I felt he didn't care for me enough as I did to him. So I got myself emo, like a little kid, what I wanted was just his attention. Then I've got his comfort, I felt the love and I intended to demand for more. So actually wasn't this emo thingy came to find me each time, it was that I tried so hard to grab it with me all the way. For what I always thinking was that he should only message me MSN me eveyday, I have to know every little thing about him daily. Like a stalker. Things like he has to tell me automatically where he is and what he's doing. If one day he didn't message me or MSN me I would be sad and even had a good cry. Now I think I'm just so bloody evil. I always have this thinking, I can squeeze my time just to meet him no matter how short that is, no matter what difficulties that I'm gonna face. And I've actually did that all the time. I just wanted to meet him even I had to abandon my friends or maybe family. I would just telling them lies and went to meet Darling instead cause I know he's not all time free. Another side of me would think this way, why I could do so many things to him why he can't, why he can't squeeze him for me. I didn't ask Darling all these before. BUT, in fact, he did. He did squeeze time for me. Cause I always forgetting that he is more busy than me. He's in year 2 now and under blocking teaching, hell loads of projects are waiting for him. And not forgetting his squash. Besides all that, and his family as well. So he actually gave me more than he could. Like whenever I ask him if I could meet him, he would always say yes. Maybe during the time he can do some important things. But he didn't, he used that time to just meet me and what I did was complain to him that's not enough, I want more. I'm a bad girlfriend I think, when he actually did so many I would still ask him 'Why you so don't wanna see me?' I never put myself in his situation. I never try to really understand him though I said I did but I wasn't. I'm just way too selfish.

And there was this time, weeks ago. Darling got this work from morning 9am till late evening. And he worked for 2 or 3 days constantly. There was this day he didn't message me at all and he didn't come online. I went mad cause I had no idea what was going on. I messaged him and I called. He didn't pick and didn't reply me. I just so sad and cried again. In my mind, I was thinking this no matter what you should drop me a message at least. But come to think about it, I've just happily forgotten that how tired he could be, standing the whole day and doing lots of works. All these never come to my mind at that time, for what I was thinking was just that he should, he should... What kind of "good" girlfriend I am? I'm just an evil shit. Okays. then at 5 early in the morning, Darling called me. Cause he felt that I would message him or call him the previous night. He apologized to me a lot times, he was too tired so sleep straight away when he got home. I remember he was keep saying sorry like he really did something that wrong. He knows me too well, he knew I would be unhappy. How nice he could be, so pretty early in the morning he could just continue sleep till natural wake up. But he didn't, when he was thinking of me he woke up immeditately to give me a call. For what I did, was just complaining and endless blaming.

Told you I'm lucky, cause till now. This boy is still by my side. Though I'm an evil. I always thought I'm perfect for him. But I'm just so bloody wrong. I'm not. He's just way too perfect for me. Now then I know, girls and boys are different, girls are way more sensitive. Don't try to force your boy to be same as you, learn to be understanding. (:

Darling. I know later on time you will read this entry. I just wanna say that I'm sorry. Sorry for being so chidlish, I'm sorry for being so sensitive, I'm sorry for being unreasonable sometimes, I'm sorry for all those complaining and blaming, I'm sorry I didn't really appreciate what you did all that much and, I'm sorry for those unhappiness that caused by me. Truely, this time I'm gonna change for good. Learn to be appreciate, learn to be less sensitive. Darling you know, you really make me happy, you are just like my sunshine. Promise I will smile more and I will try my best not to waste food and save money. I'm sorry I'm not a good girlfriend. Bearing with me isn't that easy. I thank you for not leaving me Darling. We still have a lot more to go. You're forever mine okay. And I am yours! &Darling, I don't mind if you're gonna bring me home to see your parents anot, really! Cause baby, we are still young, that's not important to us now. And this love is only matters the two of us not anyone else. As long as I have you, I'm contented enough!

11:51 PM 9 Nov 2007

:::k3iTh::: the FIRST contribution from my dog to my house after 5 years =D says:
i wan poshed hotel to marry u

Sweetest boy ever! :D
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I remember like it was yesterday, first kiss and I knew you changed the game. You had me, exactly, where you wanted and I'm on it, and I ain't ever gon let you get away, holding hands never made me feel this way-so special. Darling it's your smile, we so in love. I just can't get enough of your love. I want you to know, you are my baby love, my baby love. You make the sun come up, you're my every everything that I could ever dream of.

In a minute now we're still holding it down, butterflies everytime he come around. You make me, so crazy, it's crazy. Baby I don't ever wanna be with no one else, you're the only one that ever made me mad. You're way special, it's your style. We so in love, and I just can't get enough of your love. That's all I'm thinking of - LOVE, I want you to know.

You always and forever you my sunshine on my mind constant, think about you all the time. You make the sun come up on every cloudy day, you're my every every every everything. &Darling, it's true you're the only one I'm thinking of each day.
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And Darling fell sick. I so don't like it. But I can't go take care of him now. ): Darling, you must take extra good care of yourself okay. Please please get well soon! For me, you needa be way so very healty!

I LOVE YOU KEITHDARLING!

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I've been down
Now I'm blessed
Felt a revelation coming around
I guess it's right, it's so amazing
Every time I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

Yeat your heart out
11:59 PM

Angel : Everytime he left you in the crowed. You were so lost. I could sense your fear. You were begging me to bring you back to him. Though your heart fell into pieces but deep inside you were screaming out his name.

Each time you wanted to reach to him before the sunset though he might just thousand miles away from you. You were never afraid no matter how dangerous the way ahead. All you wanted was to find the way back to his heart. All the time, I was quietly by your side till you have found him again. I would disappear for a while then.

This time again. He has left you in such a strange place. I see the weakness in your eyes. You're crying out your heart. It breaks mine. Still, you are shouting out his name. I know you are feeling helpless. I blame myself, I shouldn't have bring you back to him. I should not bring you to danger and hurt. Why can't you see I'm always here? Can you stay a while with me? And this time I'm asking you to just to stay at this place. 'Cause I will protect you from all the dangers.

Girl : Angel, I thank you. But I have to go back to him. Sorry, I could only see him. 'Cause he is the only one my heart is missing. I have to find him before the sunset. I have to tell him that I need him for the rest of my life. I know he might not need me as the way I need him. But I will just stay with him till he finish his journey. So Angel, would you please bring me back to him?

Angel : Your heart has not heal right and he will still pulling out the sutures. Why can't you just stay tonight... tonight? Can't you see that I will be here.

Girl : Sorry, but all I need is just him and only him. I'm down my knees, begging you. Please bring me back to him. I owe you.

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Though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Yeat your heart out
11:59 PM

[mood : loved ]

My love for you is endless, like an eternal light that keeps on glowing and shinning. And is sweet as the sweetest wine you could ever taste. As my love for you knows no time. But one thing I know for certain, you are always in my heart and soul and mind, I will give you that special touch. That you will feel, my soul rapture as you embrace me, in the heat of our everlasting flames. And you will capture that beautiful image, within your heart that your will treasure for life. Cause our love is magical beyond belief, enchanted and I know it's amazingly strong. What we have built together as our two hearts has become one, is the most precious gift of love. I thank God for giving me your love, cause this love is a wonderful world with much imagination. Knows no bounds in expressing loves and emotions. Just like my love for you, that will never have an ending. Written with every beat of my heart.

We have been together for 185 days. Darling I thank you for everything. I love you!

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No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
We will live each day in springtime, cause loving you has made my life so beautiful
Every day my life is filled with loving you
Loving you is more than just a dream come true
Everything that I do is out of loving you
&When you hold me this way
I know I belong

Yeat your heart out
12:00 AM

Bonsoir! Yah. I've got totally nothing to say about my lessons today. Less than 20 people have attended the OOPG lecture. Felt a bit pity for the whosoever teacher.

I think I'm getting retro in some ways. I've started to love retro songs, I even wanted to open this retro pub someday which could play retro songs everyday. Isn't that cool?! I know most probably that will never happens. Darling's right, my ambition has always change. In fact, I don't think I have a real what you calla the ambition. Anyways, I love the retro fashion, especially the 1950s and 1960s fashion, I think the retro clothes are the sex yo.

Recently, several friends came to me and telling me their stories. I think they were trying to seek advice from me. But somehow I just couldn't really help them. What I could do was just be a good listener. I know for the most of the time I could only see one side of each story, I need time to see both sides clearly.

Well, we got a heart, a soul and a body. So what's love can really do? Does it taste sweet all the time? I'm getting confused by those stories. Cause I kept seeing people getting hurt. So much more than it shows. You can feel their heartbreak. So much more pain than cutting the skin slice by slice. So what's love is all about? It seems the feeling is taking control of it all the time. Do you really follow what your heart says? Love is like the hardest subject to study in the world. Cause there's no what formulars to follow, there's no standard answers to any questions that you've found in love. There's no right or wrong. I wonder if those doctorlove really exist. If they do, how could they know it so well?

In our life journey we've met and gonna meet many people. Some we will love them and some we might just hurt them unknowingly. You and me and everybody, we do hurt someone somehow. But love's selfish, you can't holding two hands at one time, cause it takes two to tango not three. Don't fool yourself around, saying you love both. You just don't. Deep down in your heart, there's only one who lives in it. Hurting people isn't a nice thing to do so, especially hurting the one who loves and cares you probably the most in the world. Cause we do feel guilty. But on another side, if you are in a triangle, it's better to hurt just one party than to hurt two parties. So we have to learn to make up our mind. I got hurt so hard and I've hurt others. There's this retribution shit going on no matter you're gonna believe it or not. But it does exist, when you hurt someone you would definitely get hurt by the other one later time.

Love's wonderful to me. Cause it's the reason that I smile everyday. Someone makes me feel so completed. And I could just happily telling everybody that I've found the right one, the one I wanna be with for a lifetime. I never felt this way before. And when he came in, everything has changed though there might be some ups and downs. But he's still with me throughout the time. I feel the love with every beat of my heart. I'm thankful to have such a lover. My love, my valentine.

Do treasure what you are having now and give in all your heart, make it the most beautiful ever. If you truly love someone, that person could be the only thing that exist in your eyes. For sure.

People asking me why I'm so desperate for his love. Here goes the reason.

From : Darling :) 21:08

Darling. I noe u cannot see this sms. But still, i jus wanna say i noe u love me alot. And so do i. :) Muck ... ....*******

The most sweetest & sexiest boy on earth, tell me, how could I don't love him this much? My heart melts everytime when I see his face. I wanna see him everyday, cause if not I will be getting emo. No kidding. He's just amazingly great! Seriously, I'm missing him every single second. 2 more days to our sweet 6th month. I love you, my loverboy! (:

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Don’t you know that we both belong, baby
Don’t you know that we will last forever
I knew it from the start
We belong

Complete me, you complete me
I’ve never felt this way
Complete me, you complete me
Like words and melody

Yeat your heart out
11:56 PM

Currently I'm blogging elsewhere. I think this time, I'm gonna leave this place and I think I won't be back anymore. I don't know. I really don't know. Was reading some old entries just now, somehow they've reminded me of many things...

I'll never close to perfection no matter how hard I try, no matter how much effort that I'm willing to put in. I could give in everything, I thought I made it. But everything's just fading away... I give up, cause now, I don't know what else I can do. I think I'm just useless... I'm sorry... Seems that I just can't be good. Sorry, that I've let you down.

Bye.

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i miss you
&i love you

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
6:53 PM

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:35 PM

S-taccato has been with me for 9 months time. While looking back those memories, they're playing in my mind like a film without sound. Some with joy some with tears. Some time ago, I've left s-taccato for a few times, I said I left this place but there was always something to hold me back. Too good to delete it. I've got no idea of exactly who are the people reading this blog daily. Cause I know all along I was just writting for my special someone, my love. Cause he's the only person who matters my daily life, my everything. And also the very few precious friends that I've met in life. I know there are people who come here daily. There are people who talking about s-taccato. You know it made you feel good when people took your entry to post in their blog and saying it was nice written. &while you were in Business School canteen eating chicken chop and some unknown random people came to you and said 'Hey, I read your blog and it's so sweet. Nice. Though I don't even know you' It has given me more than the memories. All the time, no matter I wrote for him or else. I wrote for people to read. Reads my emotions and all. And now I think I should take the advise to write something just for my own.

It's not that I'm gonna close down this blog, this isn't the last entry. And it's not that I will be stop blogging. I won't. Cause blogging is actually the thing which I spent the most time each day. It has already became a habit. I'm blogger. And it's good to be one. It's just that, this time, I will be at elsewhere to continue my story. And for this time, I will be the blogger and the only reader. I will still be back here. Maybe very often, maybe seldom, but I will be back. Just that I'm not too sure about the stuffs to be blog about yet. You people, try to find out the real meaning of the word 'staccato' then I believe somehow you would understand why I'm doing this.

Today was scary, today was way too emotional, today was just dramatic. Today, tears were like tap water for 5 hours cause the tear gland has broken. I thought the most important person in my life would never turn back to me. I was almost scream my lungs out while crying to Melinda lovergirl. Luckily I've got her to be with me. I know she would always be there. And also Qian, thanks for hearing me crying and all. Lesson learned this time, I've paid for it. No kidding. I was falling apart and I've totally broke. If he really leaves me, then it just the end of the world to me. Thank to God that he turned. I see it very clear, I just can't. I can't live without YOU. I don't even wanna try. It's just impossible for me to let you go. Cause you've already the part of my life.

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I know I'm just nobody, ugly and fat, fully of jealousy and enmity. That's what you people think of me maybe. I'm just way too evil, way too selfish. I'm the kind of girl you will never wish your daughter to be. I'm so not angel kind hearted. Call me a bitch if you want to. Way better than me, yes other girls in this world are way better than me, I will never think how good other people are like the way they do. I treat everybody like enemies. I don't deserve to be good. I know I don't deserve to have all the beautiful things. But for such a bad girl, there are people who did neglect her all the way. And even like today, they won't ask what has happened cause they knew you don't wish to say. They will never force you. They allow you to cry but they would always be there. I'm grateful for it. Truly! Melinda and Sanjeev. They are the ones who showed me they truly cared, Melindada I love you too! And Sanjeev! I will cheer up okay. I know my best friends can **** ** anyone! Cause Melinda and Sanjeev has the power! :D And also, DACY, thank you! (:

S-taccato is to be continued. Loves!

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Dearest Kdarling, I want you to know this, nothing will change the fact that I will always love you, cause your name is tattooed on my heart. &though I'm learning but I do trust you. I love you!

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:12 PM

It's Muttons time yo! Happened to meet the Muttons outside cine today. I wanna meet Shan Wee please! Hahas.

Today was... indeed a special day for me. Morning time I went to Donut Factory to queue up for the donuts. For the first time actually. Luckily I went there earlier. The totally waiting time was only about 40 minutes. Less than an hour. (: The queue behind me was like really long. Queuing for donuts was really exciting. I don't know why I felt that way. But yah. I've actually thinking of going there every weekend from onwards. Hahahas.

After that I headed to town to look for birthday presents. Cause I have this isn't nice feeling that the lady ain't gonna get back to me by Wednesday. So I think I'd better look for another present now, just in case I mean.

After window shopping around town then I met aunt and had dinner at Bugis. Couldn't find the nerd specs. I believe if I'm wearing it will be like way cool okay. The housefly big specs. Nice people please tell me where is selling it pleaseeee!

Around 4 in the afternoon I, yes, me. I went to Darling's house while his daddy and sister were at home. Okay. not forgotten the maid. Honestly, I was really panic at first. Especially when the moment I step into his house. Cause the first person came into my view was Darling's daddy. Okays. Darling's daddy is really really very the handsome. Andy Lau. You seldom can find a guy at this age still so good looking man especially with this backstreet boys tee. Needless to say, Darling has way good genes. But Darling is still a bit more handsome than his daddy. Hahas. Though I didn't talk much to the daddy but he's way friendly & nice can. Cause I've actually thought that all those good looking uncles are somehow link to the word 'fierce'. Hahas. But Darling's daddy is totally not fierce okay. And yah, he's so gonna be my-father-in-law. Very soon. Woohoos~ His son is so gonna to be my legal husband! :D WONDERFUL!Y

@ 19:57 darling send me this message while I was drinking HL milk

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:39 PM

Darling. I want you to know that I love you so. Deep in my heart is where you'll stay, each and everyday. Now, forever, and always. I want you to know that I'll always be there, to show you how much I care. I don't wanna let you down. I'll do anything to keep away your frown. I want you to know how much you mean to me. You're my eyes to see, my heart to beat, and my air to breathe. So baby, don't walk away from me please. I've built my world around you and I dont wanna know what its like without you. Just stay with me. Only you could make me feel strong. You know you are all that I need. The only treasure I seek. I put my hope on you. And as for now, except for that old three words I don't know what else I can say to you - I love you! &Never enough to say.

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You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:02 AM

Those words came out from the mouth were really sorrowful. A little bit hurt and scared. Human beings are really scary and indeed selfish. But I've learned not to take those into heart. Cause I know to cover my eyes and ears with all the beautiful lies that I've given myself.

me is happy. (: *peace

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&when the stars falling, I'll keep calling
Time will take us apart that's true
But I will always be there for you
You're in my heart and you'll be in my dreams
No matter how many miles between
I promise you that I won't forget
The day we kissed or the day we met
The sky may fall and the stars too
BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
8:54 PM

For the very first time I've finished those projects one week before the submission deadline, and studied for the upcoming Cmaths class test which is on week 5. The reason why I did all that is because I wanna spend more time on U-Art assessment. Becasue sudden time, I'm very interested in art. I enjoy the process of preparing for art assessment. And today, I've finally decided to do Mona Lisa for my mosaic assessment. But I was a bit pissed off cause I just couldn't find a lot of things. All those materials, some I've actally saw them last week but I just can't remember where did I put them. And like all my pencils, 80% are broken. Moreover, I couldn't find a A3 size blackboard. Ohmymama, drives me crazy. Now, I've simply lost all my interest. I have totally no mood to do my mosaic. I can't even find a proper pencil to draw Lisa. Ahhh! Can someone kindly buy me a new set. ):

For this moment, I wanna be a design student so desperately. And Could you people stop telling me things about The Game Plan, told ya I'm so gonna watch it very soon. So, zip your mouth up. And also the Hero. Will catch it too. Ta.

I miss Darling! Y

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It's true
You are really a part of me
There's no sense deny-ing the reality that
You are always with me

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
10:51 PM

School was sooper bored today. Bored to hell. I got a bit of Tuesday blues. Anyways, Darling wore formal to school for his CMSK interview today. Needless to say, he was way so handsome. He's the kind of guy who will always sooper good looking no matter what he wears. And then after the interview Darling went for training and I followed. I love his sweat smell, way nice. He has this unique smell, which is what I love the most. I have no idea why that smell is just so attractive to me. I'm just loving it. And the smell from his armpit, omg. It's love too! (:

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Finally, the blue man appears, but I don't feel like continue the reading today. I've got this mixed feeling coming up. And there's this thing keep running through my mind. I'm just keeping thinking about it but it doesn't feel right so I think I should just stop it. Okays, it's like. I don't know what am I writing now. So bye for today.

darling where are you now? i miss you.

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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:22 PM

Like hellos! I'm way happy today. Like very very very much. I love my loverboy! My dearest Keithdarling. Told ya he's the bestest! :D

I'm seeing Darling tomorrow! Wonderful okay! Darling I don't want you to spend anything on me. I don't wan PSP and all. I just want you. You're the best gift ever! I love you! Truly, deeply, madly! (:

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
12:14 AM

If this has really come to an end. Both parties just going separate ways. Maybe at this point of time we should just let it be, cause we can't turn back the clock. And it seems like no point to still holding on when in reality is already over. I know it would be really hard to let go of just a part of you but life isn't end just because of this. Think positively, you are not the only one in this world who's like this. What you have to do now is to try your best to get on with life and move on. It isn't easy at all, I know. But if you're willing to give a try I believe somehow you still can do it. And maybe someday, as time pass you would give the both of you another go. We might not know. But as for now, just looking forward to what awaits you tomorrow cause there would always be something new, and it's just for you.

I love you my princess! (:
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Maybe you would think it doesn't happen on me so I could just easily give all those thoughts above. Seriously, I was thinking if that happens to me. What am I supposed to do in such a situation? I'm so not a strong girl, emotionally I'm very wake. Just pretty easy to be attacked. To be very honest, if Darling leaves me that would be like the end of the world. I might just go mad like forever. Falling apart. I just don't wanna imagine it happens. I pray so hard, it won't! And I say, Darling I want our love to last forever and I just mean I have said. Stay with me baby!

Well, just why previously I have said learn to treasure the love that you're having now. After all there's no time for you to regret of what has been already gone. What we have to do is to love not to hurt. Love's all about giving not only receiving and it's about sacrificing. If you know yourself very well that you're gonna sacrifice for your another half then what you have to do is to just simply hold it on for a lifetime.

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Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
And what you've out there searching for forever is in your hands
And then you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem - So small

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
2:39 AM

Melinda messaged this afternoon so we've decided to go for the book fair. She didn't find the books she wants but I've got this book. 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven' which was pretty lucky I think. We headed to Tampines Mall after that, had dinner and chatted. It feels sooper good that you can find a girl that has same thoughts as you. You can just open up and share everything with her. It was really great I tell you. Mel think the 'I Y KEITH' shirt that I wore that day was sooper nice! I know I know. I made one mah of course nice!:D &We both agreed that WE MUST SEE OUR LOVERBOY EVERYDAY! Hahas. Else we would feel like dying. No kidding okay. I haven't see Darling for bloody 2 days and he's still sick. Torture ):

'It might seem strange to start a story with an ending. But all endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it all the time...' This is the starting line of the book 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven' and I like it. Well, haven't really start to read this book. But I think it would inspire me somehow as I'm now writing something. So yah. Secretly doing something and you've actually talk to someone that doesn't exist at all. It's not a weird thing just that hard to explain.

24th seems so happening. Lots of events happens on that day. I was really shock to receive the sms on the class BBQ. But well, guess most probably I won't be attending any of them. Because... I don't know. Don't really feel like going out if Darling's not around. I need him even more than I ever know.

Talk to me, baby! You're online but what are you doing now? You know I miss youuuuuu sooo!

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When the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
But you won't be on your own
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
8:42 PM

Was reading this wonderful book with some sorrowful songs played at the background. I've made up my mind. This time, I've found my direction. Now I know very well what I want. What I have to do. No more doubts. Seriously, I have to learn to be contented with what I've already have now, and get rid of jealousy and over-sensitive. I have to learn to take things lightly. I'm so gonna say goodbye to my heavy heart.

Honestly, I'm too sensitive towards my boy, kind of insecurity is what always surrounds me. Sometimes when girls came to talk to him I'd felt jealous somehow. And then my imagination goes on, eventually I became sad and emo while there was actually nothing happened. I've asked myself what am I so afraid of. And I know the answer, because I'm just so afraid of losing him. And that has somehow become my biggest fear. Previously, I had no good experiences and when he came in, I've told myself to give in all I could give, beyond 100%. Cause deeply down my heart, I'm treating this relationship very serious. No kidding, I can't afford of losing him.

Still, I don't think there's anything wrong with this kind of thinking. But it has increased the amount of the insecure that brings to me. So in some ways, I'm getting emo and the amount of tears has increased as well. And I've realised that I can no longer hide my feelings. All showed on my face. Darling, he could always notice that then asking me 'why so emo?''what happened? Did I something wrong?' I know I've made him tired though he did say a word, cause I'm so hard to understand. I've said I would change but I didn't. Now I realise if I'm not gonna change, the situation might just turn bad from good. Darling will get more tired of me till one day he can no longer take it. Then everything will be just so terrible.

Okay, it's like very honest, sometimes I really hope he could be less insensitive towards me, cause there was time I felt he didn't care for me enough as I did to him. So I got myself emo, like a little kid, what I wanted was just his attention. Then I've got his comfort, I felt the love and I intended to demand for more. So actually wasn't this emo thingy came to find me each time, it was that I tried so hard to grab it with me all the way. For what I always thinking was that he should only message me MSN me eveyday, I have to know every little thing about him daily. Like a stalker. Things like he has to tell me automatically where he is and what he's doing. If one day he didn't message me or MSN me I would be sad and even had a good cry. Now I think I'm just so bloody evil. I always have this thinking, I can squeeze my time just to meet him no matter how short that is, no matter what difficulties that I'm gonna face. And I've actually did that all the time. I just wanted to meet him even I had to abandon my friends or maybe family. I would just telling them lies and went to meet Darling instead cause I know he's not all time free. Another side of me would think this way, why I could do so many things to him why he can't, why he can't squeeze him for me. I didn't ask Darling all these before. BUT, in fact, he did. He did squeeze time for me. Cause I always forgetting that he is more busy than me. He's in year 2 now and under blocking teaching, hell loads of projects are waiting for him. And not forgetting his squash. Besides all that, and his family as well. So he actually gave me more than he could. Like whenever I ask him if I could meet him, he would always say yes. Maybe during the time he can do some important things. But he didn't, he used that time to just meet me and what I did was complain to him that's not enough, I want more. I'm a bad girlfriend I think, when he actually did so many I would still ask him 'Why you so don't wanna see me?' I never put myself in his situation. I never try to really understand him though I said I did but I wasn't. I'm just way too selfish.

And there was this time, weeks ago. Darling got this work from morning 9am till late evening. And he worked for 2 or 3 days constantly. There was this day he didn't message me at all and he didn't come online. I went mad cause I had no idea what was going on. I messaged him and I called. He didn't pick and didn't reply me. I just so sad and cried again. In my mind, I was thinking this no matter what you should drop me a message at least. But come to think about it, I've just happily forgotten that how tired he could be, standing the whole day and doing lots of works. All these never come to my mind at that time, for what I was thinking was just that he should, he should... What kind of "good" girlfriend I am? I'm just an evil shit. Okays. then at 5 early in the morning, Darling called me. Cause he felt that I would message him or call him the previous night. He apologized to me a lot times, he was too tired so sleep straight away when he got home. I remember he was keep saying sorry like he really did something that wrong. He knows me too well, he knew I would be unhappy. How nice he could be, so pretty early in the morning he could just continue sleep till natural wake up. But he didn't, when he was thinking of me he woke up immeditately to give me a call. For what I did, was just complaining and endless blaming.

Told you I'm lucky, cause till now. This boy is still by my side. Though I'm an evil. I always thought I'm perfect for him. But I'm just so bloody wrong. I'm not. He's just way too perfect for me. Now then I know, girls and boys are different, girls are way more sensitive. Don't try to force your boy to be same as you, learn to be understanding. (:

Darling. I know later on time you will read this entry. I just wanna say that I'm sorry. Sorry for being so chidlish, I'm sorry for being so sensitive, I'm sorry for being unreasonable sometimes, I'm sorry for all those complaining and blaming, I'm sorry I didn't really appreciate what you did all that much and, I'm sorry for those unhappiness that caused by me. Truely, this time I'm gonna change for good. Learn to be appreciate, learn to be less sensitive. Darling you know, you really make me happy, you are just like my sunshine. Promise I will smile more and I will try my best not to waste food and save money. I'm sorry I'm not a good girlfriend. Bearing with me isn't that easy. I thank you for not leaving me Darling. We still have a lot more to go. You're forever mine okay. And I am yours! &Darling, I don't mind if you're gonna bring me home to see your parents anot, really! Cause baby, we are still young, that's not important to us now. And this love is only matters the two of us not anyone else. As long as I have you, I'm contented enough!

11:51 PM 9 Nov 2007

:::k3iTh::: the FIRST contribution from my dog to my house after 5 years =D says:
i wan poshed hotel to marry u

Sweetest boy ever! :D
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I remember like it was yesterday, first kiss and I knew you changed the game. You had me, exactly, where you wanted and I'm on it, and I ain't ever gon let you get away, holding hands never made me feel this way-so special. Darling it's your smile, we so in love. I just can't get enough of your love. I want you to know, you are my baby love, my baby love. You make the sun come up, you're my every everything that I could ever dream of.

In a minute now we're still holding it down, butterflies everytime he come around. You make me, so crazy, it's crazy. Baby I don't ever wanna be with no one else, you're the only one that ever made me mad. You're way special, it's your style. We so in love, and I just can't get enough of your love. That's all I'm thinking of - LOVE, I want you to know.

You always and forever you my sunshine on my mind constant, think about you all the time. You make the sun come up on every cloudy day, you're my every every every everything. &Darling, it's true you're the only one I'm thinking of each day.
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And Darling fell sick. I so don't like it. But I can't go take care of him now. ): Darling, you must take extra good care of yourself okay. Please please get well soon! For me, you needa be way so very healty!

I LOVE YOU KEITHDARLING!

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I've been down
Now I'm blessed
Felt a revelation coming around
I guess it's right, it's so amazing
Every time I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:59 PM

Angel : Everytime he left you in the crowed. You were so lost. I could sense your fear. You were begging me to bring you back to him. Though your heart fell into pieces but deep inside you were screaming out his name.

Each time you wanted to reach to him before the sunset though he might just thousand miles away from you. You were never afraid no matter how dangerous the way ahead. All you wanted was to find the way back to his heart. All the time, I was quietly by your side till you have found him again. I would disappear for a while then.

This time again. He has left you in such a strange place. I see the weakness in your eyes. You're crying out your heart. It breaks mine. Still, you are shouting out his name. I know you are feeling helpless. I blame myself, I shouldn't have bring you back to him. I should not bring you to danger and hurt. Why can't you see I'm always here? Can you stay a while with me? And this time I'm asking you to just to stay at this place. 'Cause I will protect you from all the dangers.

Girl : Angel, I thank you. But I have to go back to him. Sorry, I could only see him. 'Cause he is the only one my heart is missing. I have to find him before the sunset. I have to tell him that I need him for the rest of my life. I know he might not need me as the way I need him. But I will just stay with him till he finish his journey. So Angel, would you please bring me back to him?

Angel : Your heart has not heal right and he will still pulling out the sutures. Why can't you just stay tonight... tonight? Can't you see that I will be here.

Girl : Sorry, but all I need is just him and only him. I'm down my knees, begging you. Please bring me back to him. I owe you.

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Though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:59 PM

[mood : loved ]

My love for you is endless, like an eternal light that keeps on glowing and shinning. And is sweet as the sweetest wine you could ever taste. As my love for you knows no time. But one thing I know for certain, you are always in my heart and soul and mind, I will give you that special touch. That you will feel, my soul rapture as you embrace me, in the heat of our everlasting flames. And you will capture that beautiful image, within your heart that your will treasure for life. Cause our love is magical beyond belief, enchanted and I know it's amazingly strong. What we have built together as our two hearts has become one, is the most precious gift of love. I thank God for giving me your love, cause this love is a wonderful world with much imagination. Knows no bounds in expressing loves and emotions. Just like my love for you, that will never have an ending. Written with every beat of my heart.

We have been together for 185 days. Darling I thank you for everything. I love you!

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No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
We will live each day in springtime, cause loving you has made my life so beautiful
Every day my life is filled with loving you
Loving you is more than just a dream come true
Everything that I do is out of loving you
&When you hold me this way
I know I belong

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
12:00 AM

Bonsoir! Yah. I've got totally nothing to say about my lessons today. Less than 20 people have attended the OOPG lecture. Felt a bit pity for the whosoever teacher.

I think I'm getting retro in some ways. I've started to love retro songs, I even wanted to open this retro pub someday which could play retro songs everyday. Isn't that cool?! I know most probably that will never happens. Darling's right, my ambition has always change. In fact, I don't think I have a real what you calla the ambition. Anyways, I love the retro fashion, especially the 1950s and 1960s fashion, I think the retro clothes are the sex yo.

Recently, several friends came to me and telling me their stories. I think they were trying to seek advice from me. But somehow I just couldn't really help them. What I could do was just be a good listener. I know for the most of the time I could only see one side of each story, I need time to see both sides clearly.

Well, we got a heart, a soul and a body. So what's love can really do? Does it taste sweet all the time? I'm getting confused by those stories. Cause I kept seeing people getting hurt. So much more than it shows. You can feel their heartbreak. So much more pain than cutting the skin slice by slice. So what's love is all about? It seems the feeling is taking control of it all the time. Do you really follow what your heart says? Love is like the hardest subject to study in the world. Cause there's no what formulars to follow, there's no standard answers to any questions that you've found in love. There's no right or wrong. I wonder if those doctorlove really exist. If they do, how could they know it so well?

In our life journey we've met and gonna meet many people. Some we will love them and some we might just hurt them unknowingly. You and me and everybody, we do hurt someone somehow. But love's selfish, you can't holding two hands at one time, cause it takes two to tango not three. Don't fool yourself around, saying you love both. You just don't. Deep down in your heart, there's only one who lives in it. Hurting people isn't a nice thing to do so, especially hurting the one who loves and cares you probably the most in the world. Cause we do feel guilty. But on another side, if you are in a triangle, it's better to hurt just one party than to hurt two parties. So we have to learn to make up our mind. I got hurt so hard and I've hurt others. There's this retribution shit going on no matter you're gonna believe it or not. But it does exist, when you hurt someone you would definitely get hurt by the other one later time.

Love's wonderful to me. Cause it's the reason that I smile everyday. Someone makes me feel so completed. And I could just happily telling everybody that I've found the right one, the one I wanna be with for a lifetime. I never felt this way before. And when he came in, everything has changed though there might be some ups and downs. But he's still with me throughout the time. I feel the love with every beat of my heart. I'm thankful to have such a lover. My love, my valentine.

Do treasure what you are having now and give in all your heart, make it the most beautiful ever. If you truly love someone, that person could be the only thing that exist in your eyes. For sure.

People asking me why I'm so desperate for his love. Here goes the reason.

From : Darling :) 21:08

Darling. I noe u cannot see this sms. But still, i jus wanna say i noe u love me alot. And so do i. :) Muck ... ....*******

The most sweetest & sexiest boy on earth, tell me, how could I don't love him this much? My heart melts everytime when I see his face. I wanna see him everyday, cause if not I will be getting emo. No kidding. He's just amazingly great! Seriously, I'm missing him every single second. 2 more days to our sweet 6th month. I love you, my loverboy! (:

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Don’t you know that we both belong, baby
Don’t you know that we will last forever
I knew it from the start
We belong

Complete me, you complete me
I’ve never felt this way
Complete me, you complete me
Like words and melody

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
11:56 PM