2008, I don't know how this year is going to be. Everything is just so unpredicatable. I've learnt not to give myself any high hopes and at the same time I know I have to learn to protect myself from all the hurts. 2007 wasn't an easy year for me. Too much of a heavy heart. I don't know if I will be stronger this year, I only could say I'm trying my best to be one. Simply, I'm like begging some people just don't come and destroy my happiness. Why would you come to steal my happiness while you've already found yours. You can't be this greedy. And to me, this year I'm really gonna keep myself low profile as in a way to reduce the hurt to the lowest level. And so please, stay away from what that's belongs to me. Don't try to take away of what is not yours.
2007, I've met quite a few new friends. Most came into my life for a short while then disappear. If you know yourself well that you don't need me in your life then don't come and tell me things like 'I can be your bestfriend' or 'I will always be there for you'. cause I think I have too much friends like only talk to me when you feel you need to do so. I think I don't need any empty promises. This year, I don't need people to give me much cares or attentions, I'd rather people ignore me, don't noice me. Becaue I'm just so afraid of misunderstandings and I'm afraid I might lose something that means a world to me.
& Please, don't pull out the sutures and let my heart heal right. To be very honest, I'm getting sick of the tears. And I've got no strength to fight anymore. I don't want to live in fears and worries everyday. Just let my 2008 be a peaceful one.
Anyways, I hope this year will be better.
2007, I've met quite a few new friends. Most came into my life for a short while then disappear. If you know yourself well that you don't need me in your life then don't come and tell me things like 'I can be your bestfriend' or 'I will always be there for you'. cause I think I have too much friends like only talk to me when you feel you need to do so. I think I don't need any empty promises. This year, I don't need people to give me much cares or attentions, I'd rather people ignore me, don't noice me. Becaue I'm just so afraid of misunderstandings and I'm afraid I might lose something that means a world to me.
& Please, don't pull out the sutures and let my heart heal right. To be very honest, I'm getting sick of the tears. And I've got no strength to fight anymore. I don't want to live in fears and worries everyday. Just let my 2008 be a peaceful one.
Anyways, I hope this year will be better.
Yeat your heart out
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