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Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping
I want to feel that lightning strike me



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Tuesday, February 26, 2008


We signed our cards and letters BFF. You've got a million ways to make me laugh. You're lookin' out for me, you've got my back. It's so good to have you around. You know the secrets I could never tell, and when I'm quiet you break through my shell. Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell, cause you keep my feet on the ground.

You're here till the end, you pull me aside when something ain't right. Talk to me now and into the night till it's alright again. You don't get angry when I change the plans, somehow you're never out of second chances. Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again, I'm so lucky that I've found a friend like you.

True friends will go to the ends of the earth, till they find the things you need. Friends hang on through the ups and the downs, cause they've got someone to believe in. No need to pretend I've found a friend like you.

Oh, You're a true friend. (:

Yeat your heart out
10:02 PM



was a little bit Photobucket. but i love my friends who woke up early and asked if i'm feeling better. i love my friends making me feel like a rose, i love my friends said that i'm special. and i love my friends lying to themselves by saying my hair's nice. liarsss lah! and i haven't make up my mind for friday. i need some more time to decide . ha. (:

Yeat your heart out
6:04 AM


Monday, February 25, 2008


Y

Baby webcamed me yesterday. He's the best best ever! :D Ohhh I love him so much!

Yeat your heart out
5:25 AM


Sunday, February 24, 2008


Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22), February 24, 2008

You have an extra-strong appreciation of beauty today, so it's a wonderful time to go out and enjoy the things you usually find most beautiful. Flowers, art, landscapes, the beach and other kinds of natural beauty will be especially welcome to your wide-open, receptive eyes. Heck, even the things (and the people) you don't think are particularly attractive will have a certain aesthetically pleasing effect. And if you're about to go on a first date, your attraction to the other person will be greater too.


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I have no idea of what exactly I want to do now, cos one moment I felt like I want to do so many things, but another moment, I don't feel like doing anything. &I can't actually tell that what I have been doing today. Okay, basically, I was spending most of the time on thinking. I was thinking of certain people and certain things that would make me so happy and of course, those bad enough to make me cry you a river. I was thinking of the people who were with me all those moments. I was thinking of the people that I hate to death. I've regret of knowing some people. I've regret that I've made some people leave me. I've regret of something that I've said. I've regret of letting myself been treated that way. But I would think of those wonderful moments spent. But anyways, I know it ain't good that I keep thinking of the past. So yah. (:

And I don't think I can make any new friends now. Cos me, I'm like a bit scared of making any new friends now. The past year, I've lost too many of the new friends which I thought would be my bestfs. So if now you ask me, 'Can I be your bestf?' I'd say, NO. I'm sorry. Maybe give me a year time.

Ohhhh, I wanna watch Leap Years. (:

I'm meeting baby tomorrow! It's love baby! He has just said that he loves me. My baby is mine is not bloody yours. &That's why I love my baby. MINE okay. (:

Yeat your heart out
12:20 AM


Friday, February 22, 2008


[ Current Mood : Photobucket disappointed ]

Cmaths was alright. The paper wasn't that easy thou, I don't understand how could those people finished in just half an hour time. Irritated the shit out. I'm pretty glad that quite a number of people came to wish me luck for the exam. (:

Baby was really nice, he messaged and called before my paper, so that I could really concentrate. My baby's sweet. (: But I do feel a little bit weird for not seeing baby today, ohhh and tomorrow and sunday and monday. Bloody four days. Bad enough! Ahhhhhhhhhh! ):

&I was a bit disappointed today about the stuffs that talked about. I feel the needs to face the reality cos korean drama doesn't exist in real life. Those romantic stories, it's better not to watch so much. And though we can't avoid of all the shitty family problem sometimes, but we have our own way to deal with it. I don't know, I just feel that if we back to our cartoon topic and others we would be happier. I don't want to think so much, cos the more I think the more I don't feel right. Becos I know, in a way I'm also pretnding that I'm fine...

Yeat your heart out
9:46 PM


Thursday, February 21, 2008



Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong
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Bad. Exams start next week. ): But on the happier note, i'm going out with Vanessa soooooon after my exams! & Will meet up with Siew Huay and Amanda too. (:

Baby's going overseas trip after the exam week. This is totally bad for me. )':

Yeat your heart out
11:58 PM


Wednesday, February 20, 2008


I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU UNHAPPY
I THOUGHT YOU'D WANT THE SAME FOR ME


I, haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet

The words you say to me are unlike anything
That's ever been said
what you do to me is unlike anything
That's ever been
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So, since you wanna be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through


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You're gonna show me the right way to love you
Cos you must know. I, I do love you this much

Yeat your heart out
8:59 PM



FOR WHO YOU ARE

Randomly, I've found the photos of those friends. They have given me a lot and I think I should thank them. Thanks for always encourage me when I'm down. Thanks for listen to me cry and cry with me. Thanks for every little thing. I know I'm not a good friend to be with. But thanks, for never neglect me.

Siew Huay!
She's important to me, just very very important that kind (:
But I'm just too shy to say I love you. You know I do lah!

Mun Qi!
I love her cos she's taller than me, 3cm! :D
&I think she misses me, though she's MIA-ing.
Seems that she never bother to come here, but if you see this girl, I miss you!(:

Serene!
I love it when she calls me sexy pretty lady. Ha.
We love the same guy. (:

Lionel!
He's the one that I can really talk to.
He really gave me some good ideas.
& I know he does support what I think, thou I'm really wrong.
He can solve the rubik's cube faster than me. But Min's the fastest! Ha. (:

Sanjeev!
One day he said this to me when I almost cried the shit out of me
- 'Your bestfriend can beat up anyone just for you!'
Always telling me to be strong but for so long still spell wrong my name. Ha (:

Melinda!
My lovergirl that would lend me her shoulder when I cry. (:

Darren!
Banana! I think my skin's thicker. Ha.
He can be everyone's bestfriend (:

Mates
Because I love werid songs that's why I got to know him.
I know he's really disappointed by me.
But I still appreciate for the time you always listen to me and stand by me.

Pawan, Dada, Yaya
They're the love!
Thou we would only meet up during chinese new year time.
But still, I enjoy the time we looking at those super hot boys.
&Pawan, I'll see him in TP soooooon! :D

JiaLing!
No matter what, I love you still! (:

Nana!
My princess. I love to see the smile on your face.(:
&Jolene!
You're the happy pill.

Albert!
In a way, I do think you're weird my friend. Still.
But thank you for always sending me encouraging smses.

JieMin & Unice!
This the only picture that have me, Jie Min and Unice.
Anyways Jie Min, thanks for the time you stand by me
&being so supportive! (:

Xian Li, Sanjeev, Kiang, Lionel &Jon!
This photo was taken by me, I like it. Thou they're just bloody act cute.
They're my friends and best of my classmates.
Seems that they can never be serious. &Thou they always make fun of each other.
But they're my friends who would hate the people who bully me, bitch me
& make me unhappy.
They would really be serious when I'm in deep shit
although in a really different way, but they do show they cared.
I feel that we're just like primary school kids.
Cos our topics are just way too childish.


Amanda, Vanessa and Nelson. I can't find the photos of you guys. But still. Thank you for being my friends. (:

Yeat your heart out
3:02 PM


Saturday, February 16, 2008


Photobucket


No one told me the right way, the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Cause how much is too much to give you
Well, I may never know so I'll just give until there's nothing else

I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left

No one told me how bad I need you
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself
And I want all you have to offer
So I'll offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else

Yeat your heart out
8:52 PM



WITH ME


Photobucket


Take time to realize, I have wonderful people around me. Who made me laugh when I don't feel so right. Who encouraged me when I don't feel so confident. Who hates the person that I hate and always telling me 'You've got nothing wrong'. Who would make a call to check if I'm on the way to school when I almost late for lesson. Who would send me encouraging message and telling me to be strong. Who would notice any changing of my hair and say 'Nice hair day'. Who would always kindly lending me books to go photocopy. Who would still giving me a helping hand though has been really disappointed by me. Who would listen to me cry and given me a hug when I finished crying..

&many many. Seems that, I only care about the people who doesn't really care for me. I want to be noticed by them, so I gave in more. It has been long, but it doesn't seem to work, only think of me when needed me to do something or when there's no one else to think of. But at the same time, I neglected the wonderful people around me. Unconditionally giving me the care but I, only treasure the people who doesn't treasure me. I hope it's not too late for me to treasure what I should.

Thank you wonderful people.



-
I'd say that you're in my heart
You are, you are

Yeat your heart out
12:31 AM


Thursday, February 14, 2008


VALENTINE'S VALENTINE


You were my superwoman, quietly by my side
Unconditionally giving me the love and care I've always desired
But i'm only human and how could I not notice your loneliness
How could i make such a cruel mistake

I negected that you have feelings
That sometimes you want to cry
Give this pampered man a last chance, now it's my turn
To tolerate, my turn to wait

I had an over-simplistic outlook on love
I thought my existence was good enough for you
The only superwoman in my heart, you're irriplacable
I can't imagine, let alone forgive myself for allowing our love to vanish this way
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My dear valentine,

I've seen your face a thousand times, have all your stories memorised. I've kissed your lips a million ways, but I still love to have you around. I've held you too many times to count, I think I know you inside out. And we're together most days, but I still love to have you around. So don't go away, I'm happiest when we spend time.

I, I love to have you around.

Yeat your heart out
9:35 PM


Sunday, February 10, 2008


today supposed to be a sucky day, but i choose to not remember all the unhappiness. so today's good day. i saw melinda & raymond. i got hugs. i got free rose and ice cream. and i got nice friends who called me and said 'i miss you lah.' and SH, sweet loving. so there are more reasons for me to smile than to cry. and the fact is, i'm getting stronger. (:

p.s/ the boy like him is hard to find in nowdays. like really, one in a million, so you should know what to do. say YES!

Yeat your heart out
9:00 PM


Saturday, February 9, 2008


it's too obvious to see
it's too hard to believe
but it's too cruel to accept

Yeat your heart out
3:47 AM


Thursday, February 7, 2008


HAPPY CNY

i keep myself stay calm with this slow love song, and i wish my life would be a plain sunny rainbow one. For what i wish is a fairytale.

Yeat your heart out
1:12 AM


Tuesday, February 5, 2008


empty


i gave it all till here's nothing left for me.


&i miss you, but not you

Yeat your heart out
10:44 PM


Sunday, February 3, 2008


THIS IS SO LIKE OHMYMAMA, WHAT THE FCUK?!

Alrights. Maybe I'm just too slow to know this news and to see these photos. You can't blame me cos I don't read newspapers and I don't watch news on tv. Or should blame to all the freaking projects, whatever it is.



Anyways, I don't know if you think the porno photos are juicy, But for what I felt when I fist saw them... I was really... disappointed, it's werid but I do feel in this way still. I don't know. I mean, that's their personal life, it's no right or wrong. If they like it, they can do whatever things they like, just damn the person who got all those scandalous photos in Ed's computer. As what he said, in 2 days time he's gonna post online the other 60 plus porno photos of Ed. I don't want to say anything. Cos I was so crazy over Ed last time and till now I still do think he's the most handsome guy in Hong Kong. But anyways, I just feel that Gillian Chung is damn slutty. Like Ohgodd, HENG, I like Ah Sa more. Hahas. And Bobo is a bitch. Okay. End of my nonsense.

peace (:

Yeat your heart out
11:12 PM