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Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping
I want to feel that lightning strike me



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Wednesday, April 30, 2008


YOU'RE MY SWEETHEART
AND I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU'RE MINE
YOU ARE THE ONE OF A KIND

Today wasn't sucky. But due to some reasons I couldn't upload all the pictures today. But it's okay, tomorrow. Ha. I love my friends, seriously, to the max can. Ha. I wanna say thank you to Xian Li, Kiang, Wu Ye and this guy which till today I couldn't remember his name. Haha. That's what friends are for hor, really thank you guys for accompany me waiting for so long at such a crowded place. And also, Ahmad, I really appreciate you like sooper loads, you have to believe me things will get better, and no matter what I will stand by you, like always. :D

And I don't remember all the unhappiness, seriously. Ha. Because everyday is a sugar adding day to me, cause you wouldn't know that I've got my happy pill. Ha. Hearts. (:





Ta. (:

Yeat your heart out
12:13 AM


Monday, April 28, 2008


I HAD TO FIND YOU, TELL YOU THAT I NEED YOU

Nel! (:

Today was just today. But I was so surprised when Lester came to me and said 'Hey, you look really pretty and gorgeous today. Like woah..' I mean, I was really happy to hear that okay, like we know each other for 23456789 years this is the very first time he said that to me and you know what, he even wrote that in his blog. HAHAHAHAHA. Birds man. I am way happy for that Les. And also some of my close friends also said that I look good today, I'm really happy for that cause you know they've never said that to me before. This is the very first time and I think it's most probably the last time too. Lol. And so they made my mood pretty and so I ate alot today. OooooOoops. HA.

There's something going on in my mind, I know it's wrong but yah, I don't know lah. I want to make myself feel good. So don't ask. I won't tell you.

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& somebody, sing me a love song if you know it's that song that's playing on my mind.

Yeat your heart out
9:59 PM



MAYBE SOMETIMES, WE'VE GOT IT WRONG, BUT IT'S ALRIGHT
THE MORE THINGS SEEM TO CHANGE, THE MORE THEY STAY THE SAME

Today was okay? Watched The Leap Year online, and it's like finally. Such a great show, I don't understand why nobody wanted to watch it with me. All birds. Anyways, I'm gonna be a good little girl to start study real soon. No kidding this time.

Spent the entire day at home, slept for most of the time. And then Dominic came to entertain me, we were like talking shits about Love Song. And he has actually made me sing. Holymama.

Yesterday photos, but I'm lazy to upload all.


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you know you are always the one my heart's missing

Y

Yeat your heart out
1:22 AM


Saturday, April 26, 2008


Dear you,

It's okay that you choose to block me on MSN. If that will make you feel better. And it's okay that you feel that what I've said is rubbish. It's really unexpected to see the both of us ended up in such a way though. But I understand, cause till today, there's still a bridge between us. You just can't get what I mean no matter how hard I tried to explain. But it's over now, I don't think I understand you anymore. For what I know, when I was with you I gave in wholeheartedly, I don't owe you. But I don't know if you would feel the same way too. It has really come to the end of us. It's really pity that we couldn't even be friends. I will be fine if you choose to hate me. I think in this way, we're going separate ways, so we both should move on, and truly, I wish you well. Take care.

XOXO

Yeat your heart out
12:10 AM


Friday, April 25, 2008


I PRAY THE WIND WILL BLOW MY VOICE
AND GENTLY WHISPER IN YOUR EAR

It's good to know that you've moved on, that you've moved away from me. And no matter if she is the one, I wish you well. I was right that still, I know you better. You took less than expected time to be fine again. And this time, I'm giving you my blessing.

Well, I don't know if I will still be going to Sentosa tomorrow cause as for now, I'm feeling very sick. I don't know if I will be fine but I'd rather to have more rest.

&I think it's time for me to move away from s-taccato. I shall start over new.
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I'm looking out the window where we sat to watch the stars. There's a chill within the air, it makes my heart long for your touch. You may be miles away but as I kneel to pray. I picture you across the ocean in your corner of the world. I pray the wind will blow my voice and gently whisper in your ear. Your night may be my day and though the seasons change. I see the same side of the moon that we'll be looking on when the world turns blue. And know that time and space can't come between me and you, we share the same side of the moon. And though you'll never see all the tears shine through, I know I can't be that far from you if we're both looking on the same side of the moon.

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I'm feeling so loved today, and I know this time, it's like finally, I'm on the right track. I've got the best gift from heaven. (: Y

Yeat your heart out
10:00 PM


Wednesday, April 23, 2008




Why do birds suddenly appear every time you are near? Just like me, they long to be, close to you. Why do stars fall down from the sky every time you walk by? Just like me, they long to be, close to you.

On the day that you were born the angels got together, and decided to create a dream come true. So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town follow you all around. Just like me, they long to be, close to you.

Yeat your heart out
11:30 PM


Tuesday, April 22, 2008


I hold back all my tears I hold back all my thoughts. And so I am happy, maybe just for this moment but I am happy. I love school, I love my loverfriends. They're awesome I swear. They are the reason for the smile on my face. And I know, they're the ones who would really be there for me no matter what. I feel so loved. We are the monkeys.

And I think Philip Mark is just so damn sexy. He's the hottest teacher! &I love OPSY lab yo! :D

Yeat your heart out
4:51 PM


Monday, April 21, 2008


A heavy heart, but this time I keep all my thoughts inside. You wouldn't know how I feel, I'd rather somebody to kill me right now. )':

Yeat your heart out
5:05 AM


Sunday, April 20, 2008


THE NOTTIE

I think I'm really blessed enough to have such a wonderful orientation class. And the whole of MWC freshies this year, they're just so great. They were so sweet and so so very supportive during Week 0. Their OL is the hottest and the bestest that's why. HAHAHAHA. I just can't find a way to express my love for them. It's just way so much. And I know they do love me as much too! I think you wouldn't understand how I felt. Cause simply, heart melt heart melt yo! :D

198 Y

197 Y

Larry! :D
A bit pity that Larry ain't from my orientation class. Anyways, Chun Fu thinks that I have a crush on Larry. WAHAHAHAHHA. But I still do think Larry is cute. HAHAHA. :D

This was on the second day night performance. Like woah. Larry's cute eh. HAHA.

To me, three days of Week 0 was really great, there were so much happened. Was really emotional though, and I've cried so much especially on the last day. The year 3s are leaving which made me feel so empty. But I'm truly thankful to have such wonderful friends like Darren, Zen, Ben, NaNa, Xiang and Eugene, that's from the bottom of my heart.

Watched The Hottie and The Nottie last night, which made me start to wonder a lot. It wasn't like how I felt after watching Enchanted. I know I'm not on the right track again, thousands of thoughts on my mind. I don't know which is the correct way to move on, or neither, I don't know if I should move on. I don't know if what I see is real, I don't know if I'm falling into a fairytale again. But I know I can't, I have to move away from all my fairytale thoughts. It's ain't right. I ain't the princess. And no one's gonna give me a fairytale. Anyways, I don't know if it's right, but I'm feeling scared.

School starts tomorrow. And I don't know what to wear. ):

And BFF called after so longgggg. We shared our heart. And I'm feeling much better. (:

Yeat your heart out
5:30 PM


Wednesday, April 16, 2008


I FEEL THE BEST WHEN I'M WITH YOU
& i wanna hold your hand, forever


I'm leaving you, I'm not sure if that's what I should do. It hurts so bad. I'm wanting you but I can't go back. Trying to find that all elusive piece of mind. Stuck here somehow, shrouded beneath my fear and doubt, and I don't need it. Cause I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love. And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and i'm just waiting to fall and sink into your skin. You left a mark. I wear it proudly on my chest, above my heart. To remind me that I feel the best when I'm with you. To me everything is effortless. You know its true, my eyes are painted with regret and I don't need it.

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I don't know what's going on with my life these few days. I do think I've changed too, but I don't know if it's for good. Maybe I'm getting exhausted. I really think that I need time to put myself on the right track. You can't except me to be back like before in just few days time cause no one could really understand what I have been through this time. And this ain't the last time I'm saying this, I seriously hate it when there are people who's talking behind my back. You know what bitch, I've heard the story.

Anyways, I will be going for camp from tomorrow till not-so-sure-when. If you do miss me then drop me a sms okay. Ha. And one last thing, rose is love!

&I hope time would pass slow or maybe just stop. ):

Yeat your heart out
2:05 AM


Sunday, April 13, 2008


It feels like a night's dream, the dream of Cinderella. How I wish that the clock will never strike at midnight. ):

Yeat your heart out
7:16 PM


Wednesday, April 9, 2008


WE MIGHT GET IT THROUGH, WE MIGHT MAKE IT FAR
ONLY IF WITH TWO WILLING HEARTS


Cried quite a few times. But I don't actually know why would I. And I think I don't like to be in this way. I know I ain't smart, I don't know how to make things right. I was just keep avoiding all time, and tying my best to drag the time. And this time, it seems my heart and mind couldn't really communicate well. I don't know, I don't want to keep thinking. This ain't the right time to do anything. So as for now, I choose to put aside all the troubles. I don't want to think of anything that would make me uphappy. I don't feel like to make any decisions either. Maybe just a few days time. But I wanna be happy before the storm comes. Cause I think my heart's weak I can't take so many things at a time. Even though I don't really know what to make me happy. But yah, I don't know if anybody would understand me and I don't think I understand myself. So well, it's pretty alright that you don't. Anyways, just forget about it. (:

Gina talked to me just now and I think she's really cute. HA. (:

Gine: How to make you happy?
Me: Get me a rose, a pink one. You know I love roes. And I will be very happy. :D
Gina: Hmmm. No, I mean something's cheap. Don't you think roses are too expensive?
Me: Well, then I will get one for myself then. ):


I mean honestly, I think roses are really cheap lah. You can get one at only 1.50 bucks. Don't you think it's great. Ha. And I think in order to make myself very happy I will get myself 10 roses tomorrow! LALALAs.

I've got honey & lemon strepsils today. And it's like sweet. I think I am lucky. (:


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Yeat your heart out
1:25 AM


Tuesday, April 8, 2008


DOUBLE CHINNN, I LIKE.


A pretty drama day. I've got my very very very first "LOVE LETTER". Don't laugh, it's really a love letter okay. I know you're jealous cos you don't have one. LALALALAs. And someone cute said my hair is nice. I know I know. HAHA. Most importantly, I've got hugged. Eh, though I cried today but I'm still feeling wonderful! I mean I'd really go Lala. :D


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I know that it might sound strange
But you made my seasons start to change
It happened so suddenly
Like heaven has waited up for me

The letters you wrote to me
Showed me the signs I've never seen
I guess you know how to read my mind

Sometimes you think I'm beautiful
But I don't know
I'll keep it to myself
You say it. It feels wonderful
My smile can show
I'm lost in paradise
(:

Yeat your heart out
1:09 AM


Monday, April 7, 2008


I NEED A HUG, ANYONE?


I think today's good. I've got bueno. And I think I'm happy. :D

I think I cannot take sad songs now, I was actually tearing after listening to 3 sad love songs. Feel abit not right then started to think a lot. I want a tight hug. It has been really long, I think only Serene bothers to hug me. Why don't wanna hug me? I smell good okay.

Yeat your heart out
1:22 AM


Sunday, April 6, 2008


I know that it might sound strange
But you made my seasons start to change
It happened so suddenly
Like heaven has waited up for me

Yeat your heart out
2:15 AM


Saturday, April 5, 2008


DAMN YOU BITCH (:

I've got home not long ago. And I was bathed and everything, surprisingly I'm not tired. And I'd say today was a great day, I mean not so sucky as compared to my normal days. But I've lost my voice, this is pretty sad cause I surely will take damn long time to recover. Today was fun. Final Clash was great and Ares the best best okay. I mean throughout the entire camp without any helpings from the seniors we really did our best, it's like if you're not blind you should see that right. (: And I love the card writing time, like always I love to see how my empire people thinking of me. Ha. I mean this year's really special as compared to the previous one. I'm not only being recognized as the brainless supergirl. HAHA. There's people who thinks I rock, who misses my laughter, who thinks my acting skill's good and even wanna recommend me to mediacorp, and also who thinks that I'm sweet & caring. HAHA. I know it was like damn fun to have me around lah.

After everything I've got to meet up with some of the starscreamers at concourse, Jolene, Diana, Leslie, Zen and JiaBao. We were like really crazy, keep doing our empire cheers. I was like woah I still can remember the cheers. Then Boon and his blackout people started their cheers. But it's like you know lah, we can scream really loud can.

Had dinner with some of my empire people, it was like really fun time spent and then went to starbucks with Amanda darling and Chin Soon. Great time spent but I hope Amanda's feeling better now, I don't know why but I feel damn wrong to see her sad! So cheer up darling! You know we all love you deep deep deep!


This is when Wei Yang the designer dressing up the best model. And it's so unfair that WY is actually older than me but he looks like 3 years younger than me. ):

Peace Peace (:

MAS SIR AHMAD sucking the biggest cock on earth!


&This is very important for today, "...Gdine is also a girl (though she's a supergirl)". I heart Ares! (:

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This is... I don't know if everything's alright. And I'm now like in a lost. Really. I don't know who can turn to now, it's not like there's no one who bothers me. There are the people, but suddenly I felt everybody's having their own problems at the same time. Busy busy. So I don't want to disturb anyone of them. But I don't know what will I be if I keep everything in myself. So I said I'm really lost. And I don't know if there's still anybody's free, maybe can come and talk to me and help me step out of this?

Ohmymama, I'm off to bed. Night (:

Yeat your heart out
3:50 AM


Friday, April 4, 2008


D':

I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew that someday it would lead me back to you
Cos in darkness you are all I see
And I never want to leave

Yeat your heart out
3:28 AM



I WILL KILL YOU!




I love my empire, especially today, it was like so much difference from yesterday! Fun time with almost everybody, except for this dot dot dot guy, I mean you can't judge him by the appearance. Lols. I actually feel bad that I keep on went missing. But it's like for good reason mah. Ha. Performance night was great. I swear we were the best. It was like so damn perfect can! And our FAs, Maryam is the cutest ever, and Marcus, his so not fierce okay, very da nice lah. So M&M's the bestest! Eh, there was this part when I fell so badly at the back staircase then the sound was like so loud, then everybody thought that I couldn't open the door and all came over to help me open the door, but yah, they still don't know I fell. Shhhh. HAHAHA. Tomorrow's the last day, and I will try my very best to remember everyone's name, but you know I don't think Marcus can remember all also. Hahaha. Good day people!

I've realised that there are many people who really care for me and to be very honest, I didn't treat them that well though. And as compared to those I treated them wholeheartedly but I've got nothing in return, really a heart-breaking lah.

But anyways, I am happy and I'm so jealous of Ivan's new big ass cam! Somebody get me one lahhhhhhhhh, please! :D

Nights sweeties!

Yeat your heart out
12:53 AM


Thursday, April 3, 2008


D:

Combien gentil pourrait il être déchirant?
Il n'y a aucun amour, pourquoi chanter une chanson d'amour?
le sexe là n'est aucun amour
Vous ne m'aimez plus et ainsi j'apprendrai pas l'amour vous

Yeat your heart out
8:31 AM



M&M
they're the super lovely ones(:

Night walk was super scary. But there were nice ghosts. I mean its like. You should have come to ask me for the whole story. Ha. (: Nice people in my group, like Ahmand, Unice, Zax and Chin Soon, not to forget our M&M. But still I couldn't really remember the rest. Eh, okay. Not a good day but ain't a bad day too. I'm going off. (:

Yeat your heart out
12:04 AM