Dear Lord,
Just when I'm trying very best to hold myself together and trying so hard to be a little positive, it'd just blow at me once again. Look, I'm already at the very bottom of my life now. You can see all the cracks and scars, you just can't imagine what I am now, cause it's way much worse than what you can think of. So please stop tearing me into pieces. With all the pain that I am feeling inside, this is really the worst. I do know deep down that I'll never heal right. But I've already tried to make myself invisible, so stop aiming me. I really can take no more and it's like I might crack out just anytime. Why can't you see that I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart. It's okay that you love anyone else but me, every year, though I'm used to this bloody but please this time, you know I ain't strong so stop making me feeling worse than helpless. You love me cry but I've got no more tears to cry on. I've really got nothing at this very moment of life, you should know this better than me, look at the family and kind of life that I've been through, you took back all the happiness that once you've given me, nothing else left for you to steal. This is, really more than enough.
The whole world's such a piss off today.
)':
Just when I'm trying very best to hold myself together and trying so hard to be a little positive, it'd just blow at me once again. Look, I'm already at the very bottom of my life now. You can see all the cracks and scars, you just can't imagine what I am now, cause it's way much worse than what you can think of. So please stop tearing me into pieces. With all the pain that I am feeling inside, this is really the worst. I do know deep down that I'll never heal right. But I've already tried to make myself invisible, so stop aiming me. I really can take no more and it's like I might crack out just anytime. Why can't you see that I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart. It's okay that you love anyone else but me, every year, though I'm used to this bloody but please this time, you know I ain't strong so stop making me feeling worse than helpless. You love me cry but I've got no more tears to cry on. I've really got nothing at this very moment of life, you should know this better than me, look at the family and kind of life that I've been through, you took back all the happiness that once you've given me, nothing else left for you to steal. This is, really more than enough.
The whole world's such a piss off today.
)':
Yeat your heart out
6:48 PM
6:48 PM