Firstly. happy birthday SERI :D & I love you!

Well, today was totally not my day. Messaged Mun Qi in the morning, &i was almost cried out. Shitty emo day. &i hate it. I mean there was really something happened, but only Mun Qi, Nick and i know about it. Finally i cried when Nick called just now. But i'm okay now, seriously!

Sometimes i would feel lonely in TP, though i have nice classmates and friends, but they aren't like Siew Huay and Mun Qi, i know whenever i need them, they would be there for me, listen to my problems. We would do silly things together, laughing, crying and all. We have shared so much. I miss the time that i spent with them. They're just so important to me. I miss you girls hell damn loads )': &i can't believe that tears are dropping. I'm so so sorry that i can't meet you girls tomorrow. But please, promise me that our friendships will last forever.

& i think i shall not be emo anymore, i must be so so very happy! Cause you know, you come to realise that life's so short, yes that short. &you never know what's gonna happen tomorrow, a few hours later, few minutes later, or even so a few seconds later. So we should treasure every second of our lives, and even so what we have now. Shouldn't we at least be thankful for what is given to us now? Even though it might be a bad thing, but think it over. There's always a reason behind everything that happens, even for a good thing. What's life without obstacles right? Whose life would be so good that everything goes all so smooth sailing. For what you know, problems actually get you to be someone stronger. If you haven't gone through any obstacles in life, you'll never know what is it like to get involve in a problem. But whatever it is, be it a bad or good thing. Just be content with what You have. Why make life so miserable when its already short enough. So why not just do something good for yourself right? Damn it, maybe you might get into an accident or something fatal tomorrow, you'd never know right?

Sometimes you think that you have so much time to repent for your mistakes, and do what is right. But as the years pass you by, you realise that life isn't as wonderful, and as easy as you think. In fact being in this place can be such a miserable, hard, and sorrowful feeling. It may seem as if everything comes by so easy, but no. Problems tend to lead to misery and hurt at times. &showing it doesn't really help. Well cause maybe it reflects you as someone trying to exaggerate problems, or even so trying to gain sympathy out of people. Its like all time favourite. But hey, why not try being in that person's shoe. Why would you always like to jump to conclusion and not realise why is he/she feeling that way. That's the point you're speaking about. Because of all those fucking jumping into conclusions, makes a small little matter become such a big one. And thats what has been happening for the year. And all those becomes hurt and hatred, and therefore makes out what has been happening from day one till now. Forgiving is one thing, but forgetting is another. Maybe that explains all those past cold waring situations and hatreds. But well you've put it behind you, and maybe sorry for what it has become. Life really does have lots of rocks for you. Well maybe its the way you solve them. Perhaps you're so fucking sick and tired of everything that was going on, but its not as if it'll put a stop to all these stupid endings. &don't try to avoid it, cause it's always like this bug that never leaves you alone.

Yeat your heart out
1:27 PM

Firstly. happy birthday SERI :D & I love you!

Well, today was totally not my day. Messaged Mun Qi in the morning, &i was almost cried out. Shitty emo day. &i hate it. I mean there was really something happened, but only Mun Qi, Nick and i know about it. Finally i cried when Nick called just now. But i'm okay now, seriously!

Sometimes i would feel lonely in TP, though i have nice classmates and friends, but they aren't like Siew Huay and Mun Qi, i know whenever i need them, they would be there for me, listen to my problems. We would do silly things together, laughing, crying and all. We have shared so much. I miss the time that i spent with them. They're just so important to me. I miss you girls hell damn loads )': &i can't believe that tears are dropping. I'm so so sorry that i can't meet you girls tomorrow. But please, promise me that our friendships will last forever.

& i think i shall not be emo anymore, i must be so so very happy! Cause you know, you come to realise that life's so short, yes that short. &you never know what's gonna happen tomorrow, a few hours later, few minutes later, or even so a few seconds later. So we should treasure every second of our lives, and even so what we have now. Shouldn't we at least be thankful for what is given to us now? Even though it might be a bad thing, but think it over. There's always a reason behind everything that happens, even for a good thing. What's life without obstacles right? Whose life would be so good that everything goes all so smooth sailing. For what you know, problems actually get you to be someone stronger. If you haven't gone through any obstacles in life, you'll never know what is it like to get involve in a problem. But whatever it is, be it a bad or good thing. Just be content with what You have. Why make life so miserable when its already short enough. So why not just do something good for yourself right? Damn it, maybe you might get into an accident or something fatal tomorrow, you'd never know right?

Sometimes you think that you have so much time to repent for your mistakes, and do what is right. But as the years pass you by, you realise that life isn't as wonderful, and as easy as you think. In fact being in this place can be such a miserable, hard, and sorrowful feeling. It may seem as if everything comes by so easy, but no. Problems tend to lead to misery and hurt at times. &showing it doesn't really help. Well cause maybe it reflects you as someone trying to exaggerate problems, or even so trying to gain sympathy out of people. Its like all time favourite. But hey, why not try being in that person's shoe. Why would you always like to jump to conclusion and not realise why is he/she feeling that way. That's the point you're speaking about. Because of all those fucking jumping into conclusions, makes a small little matter become such a big one. And thats what has been happening for the year. And all those becomes hurt and hatred, and therefore makes out what has been happening from day one till now. Forgiving is one thing, but forgetting is another. Maybe that explains all those past cold waring situations and hatreds. But well you've put it behind you, and maybe sorry for what it has become. Life really does have lots of rocks for you. Well maybe its the way you solve them. Perhaps you're so fucking sick and tired of everything that was going on, but its not as if it'll put a stop to all these stupid endings. &don't try to avoid it, cause it's always like this bug that never leaves you alone.

Yand i'll whisper to you my love
1:27 PM