& i wanna hold your hand, forever
I'm leaving you, I'm not sure if that's what I should do. It hurts so bad. I'm wanting you but I can't go back. Trying to find that all elusive piece of mind. Stuck here somehow, shrouded beneath my fear and doubt, and I don't need it. Cause I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love. And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and i'm just waiting to fall and sink into your skin. You left a mark. I wear it proudly on my chest, above my heart. To remind me that I feel the best when I'm with you. To me everything is effortless. You know its true, my eyes are painted with regret and I don't need it.
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I don't know what's going on with my life these few days. I do think I've changed too, but I don't know if it's for good. Maybe I'm getting exhausted. I really think that I need time to put myself on the right track. You can't except me to be back like before in just few days time cause no one could really understand what I have been through this time. And this ain't the last time I'm saying this, I seriously hate it when there are people who's talking behind my back. You know what bitch, I've heard the story.
Anyways, I will be going for camp from tomorrow till not-so-sure-when. If you do miss me then drop me a sms okay. Ha. And one last thing, rose is love!
&I hope time would pass slow or maybe just stop. ):
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