Cried quite a few times. But I don't actually know why would I. And I think I don't like to be in this way. I know I ain't smart, I don't know how to make things right. I was just keep avoiding all time, and tying my best to drag the time. And this time, it seems my heart and mind couldn't really communicate well. I don't know, I don't want to keep thinking. This ain't the right time to do anything. So as for now, I choose to put aside all the troubles. I don't want to think of anything that would make me uphappy. I don't feel like to make any decisions either. Maybe just a few days time. But I wanna be happy before the storm comes. Cause I think my heart's weak I can't take so many things at a time. Even though I don't really know what to make me happy. But yah, I don't know if anybody would understand me and I don't think I understand myself. So well, it's pretty alright that you don't. Anyways, just forget about it. (:

Gina talked to me just now and I think she's really cute. HA. (:

Gine: How to make you happy?
Me: Get me a rose, a pink one. You know I love roes. And I will be very happy. :D
Gina: Hmmm. No, I mean something's cheap. Don't you think roses are too expensive?
Me: Well, then I will get one for myself then. ):

I mean honestly, I think roses are really cheap lah. You can get one at only 1.50 bucks. Don't you think it's great. Ha. And I think in order to make myself very happy I will get myself 10 roses tomorrow! LALALAs.

I've got honey & lemon strepsils today. And it's like sweet. I think I am lucky. (:

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Cried quite a few times. But I don't actually know why would I. And I think I don't like to be in this way. I know I ain't smart, I don't know how to make things right. I was just keep avoiding all time, and tying my best to drag the time. And this time, it seems my heart and mind couldn't really communicate well. I don't know, I don't want to keep thinking. This ain't the right time to do anything. So as for now, I choose to put aside all the troubles. I don't want to think of anything that would make me uphappy. I don't feel like to make any decisions either. Maybe just a few days time. But I wanna be happy before the storm comes. Cause I think my heart's weak I can't take so many things at a time. Even though I don't really know what to make me happy. But yah, I don't know if anybody would understand me and I don't think I understand myself. So well, it's pretty alright that you don't. Anyways, just forget about it. (:

Gina talked to me just now and I think she's really cute. HA. (:

Gine: How to make you happy?
Me: Get me a rose, a pink one. You know I love roes. And I will be very happy. :D
Gina: Hmmm. No, I mean something's cheap. Don't you think roses are too expensive?
Me: Well, then I will get one for myself then. ):

I mean honestly, I think roses are really cheap lah. You can get one at only 1.50 bucks. Don't you think it's great. Ha. And I think in order to make myself very happy I will get myself 10 roses tomorrow! LALALAs.

I've got honey & lemon strepsils today. And it's like sweet. I think I am lucky. (:

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